New Beginnings

I had a parent come up to me

Asking if I could write something that’s happy

How about you write the script on what happiness is

I’ll be the actor

I didn’t go into it thinking that I’d be a positive rapper or popular after

I used to battle, not 'cause I wanted I t felt like I had to

You better run or my voices will catch you

I’m glad you admire my patience but I’m getting tired of waiting

I’m sick of everyone walking on me 'cause they think I won’t ever get angry

I bottle my anger then drink it until I get wasted, you know what I’m saying?

There’s only so much a person can take when they’re taken for granted

Where are you manners? You better say thank you

This is my life not yours so don’t tell me to end it

I'm on the field you’re on the benches

I’ll always be real this is my new beginning

This is my life not yours so don’t tell me to end it

I'm on the field you’re on the benches

I’ll always be real this is my new beginning

Someone told me I was kinda rude

Said that I should focus on my attitude and be a better dude

Like you got a clue

I don’t wanna talk, I’m not in the mood

Growing up I wanted to be cool so I dedicated everything for music and I gave it all to you

A lot of people told me I should quit and go to school

Now I’m at the point where I’m talking up to god, tell me what to do

Right now I gotta decide if this music is where my success is defined

Or is it something that ruined my life?

One day I wanna forget who I am so then I can go find all the beauty in Tyse

Isn’t it funny how everyone chooses to hide who they are and the moment they peek out they go back inside

I get really mean because I’m people pleasing

Only come to me when you are needing something

I won’t ever pity you or care about your stupid little feelings if you're feeding off of my achievements

You don’t have a reason to be stealing so if you think that it’s easy

I’d be happy to deliver you a couple beats and put a crowd of people up around you that are doubting

And expect you to be perfect when you speak, nope

You need you to leave (Woo)

Now we gotta wait, Now I gotta always be the bigger person giving you my faith

God is always working in his many different ways

Look at me I’m livin' through a purpose that was gifted through my pain

Flipping all the pages that were written in the pinochle of every single syllable that’s showing you how miserable I really was in middle school

I never spoke a word about the bullying I didn’t wanna tattle or be difficult

When I was in grade nine my principle sanctioned a student to stand and humiliate me

Infront of 1,400 people she forced me to sit and told everyone I was negative kid

Basically stated “Hey everybody Tyse Nett is right there

Don’t ever be as pathetic as him"

I tried to leave but she told me to sit down and listen (listen)

She made me look like idiot I almost cried, she didn’t quit

That's when depression hit

That’s when I felt I would never be anything

So many kids on my Instagram told me to kill myself but

I’m feeling stronger then I think I’ve ever been

Hey Mr. Benson Look at me now

Sit down and listen to this

All the success that I’ve build

That’s what the pep rally did

I sorta thought on how I think we all have our problems

Don’t really care what ya call it

Whether it’s trauma, depression

A mother, A father

Or alcohol stuck in a bottle

We all hit the bottom

It really depend on how hard you would work to get up once you’ve fallen

I did my thing

You don’t have a say if you don’t like this writing

Don’t you ever tell me how to live my life and

I'ma a stick with people that were by my side when

I didn’t know what I was really doing but I kept on trying

Keep on fighting, No ones silent

So excited, Hold the mic and don’t be quiet

Here’s my problem

Anytime I listen to like any other rapper on a mic

All I hear a lot of auto tune someone autta givin' you a talking too

I could write an article that says that I would never be apart of you

You are not an artist

I just heard your mumbling and put it in the garbage

Oops, That’s to messsy

Way too far tou’re raps offensive

Say you’re sorry that’s aggressive...

Hey, we’re just about finished but first

I wanna thank you for listening

I wanna thank you for doing this with me

It means a lot that you notice I’m truly committed 'cause I sorta like when I read you my diary

Opening doors to my private life

I know I’m less then important but hopefully you can make time for me

Yeah, but you never do so I might as well give you a smile and say bye to you

I will be real though

I didn’t know I would take it this far

Nobody told me that passion can actually shape who you are

The fact that I have someone listen to me is bizarre

I wish I could give you my heart

I know we’ve ended but we’ve only started

New Beginnings

Uh, that's good we can work with that