Oh, you don't even wanna know
I've been dancing with the devil, baby, since I was young
I'm like the drugs, baby, without the fun
I'm like the bullet in your heart, baby, straight out of the gun
No, you don't wanna know
What I gotta do to make amends, I guess you reap what you sow
I'm in the fields on a battleground, toe to toe
With my demons on their backs, and they're wishing
I would show some mercy
God, they're begging me for mercy
'Cause they can't hurt me
And I can't even feel no pain
I'm numb from my soul to my brain
God, they're begging me for-
She made me leave on an up, so I met you on a down
I swear I was a king, but then I sold out the crown
Now these diamonds on my neck make me look like a clown
I went from rags to riches, but baby, you're not around
And I promised I wouldn't change my ways
But I killed the old me
And baby, your memories are just grey
Oh, how I've changed
And they wish I could show mercy
God, they're begging me for mercy
'Cause they can't hurt me
I can't even feel no pain
I'm numb from my soul to my brain
God, they're begging me for, begging me for-
