Walk Alone

I lost hope, but I still got friends

I don’t treat as well as I want

but nothing waits for my grieving

Except the famous grace of god

I quit smoking like I quit on you

I just don’t miss you as much

I’m still trying to decide, ‘cause they're both new,

Which decision was better for my health

Sometimes, I close my eyes

And see your face,

wake up in the middle of the night

Yelling, go away

So I prayed I’d stop dreaming,

But I’m not sure I’ve slept since

And I hoped that you’d start fading,

But I’m not sure you ever left

I don’t know what it is that I want

I just don’t want what I’ve known

I used to walk beside you,

but now I walk alone

Lost my wallet in Arkansas,

90 bucks and a picture of us

lately I’ve been trying not to care at all

And, let me tell you, most days it works

But sometimes, I close my eyes

And see your face,

wake up in the middle of the night

Yelling, Go away

So I prayed I’d stop dreaming,

But I’m not sure I’ve slept since

And I hope that you'll start fading,

But I’m not sure you ever left

I don’t know what it is that I want

I just don’t want what I’ve known

I used to walk beside you,

but now I walk alone

Sometimes, I close my eyes

And see your face,

wake up in the middle of the night

Yelling, Go away

So I prayed I’d stop dreaming,

But I’m not sure I’ve slept since

And I hope that you’ll start fading,

But I’m not sure you ever left

I don’t know what it is that I want

I just don’t want what I’ve known

I used to walk beside you,

But now I walk alone

Oh now I walk alone

Oh now I walk alone