Papa Can You Hear Me

I don't mean to bore you, you know my name

Chill for a second, just hear my pain

If you've lost any loved ones you'll feel what I'm saying

I hope it's peaceful, down there where they lay them

When someone you loved, who put you up from the start

Built you up and made you into who you are

Who always believed, saying that you'll be a star

Then all of a sudden they just passed

Dash the reaper from on top of my wardrobe

Slap them crack, from side of the mouth

Put me on the stage in front of a crowd

Now we're picking up awards while he's under the ground

My daddy this and my daddy that

Well I found mine dead on a couch in my flat

So much to say, I wish I could of said bye

Only time I'll talk to him is when I look into the sky

All I've got is these pictures of ya

And your light blue crack down Nokia

Things in my house still smell of ya

All I wanna say is that papa if you can hear me

I regret every bad thing that I said

Please forgive me if you hear me

Never knew how much I loved ya till you was dead

Papa if you can hear me

If only you knew what you went and done

Please forgive me if you hear me

See all I know is, I'm proud to be your son

Papa if you can hear me

We're getting away in the world, it's how I'm flowing with N-Dubz

If it wasn't for you there wouldn't be N-Dubz

Kept us together never knowing we'd end up

Moving onto Mobo's pushing the bench up

You pushed and pushed when no one wanted to believe

But back then it was all a dream

It's like you sacrificed your life

For the love of success and a life full of stress

I'm vexed cause

First they love you, second they hate you

They talked about you, when they tried to play you

Behind your back they were trying to betray you

But B, I never had a chance to repay you

For the things you done for me

Put me on the right path, kept me from steering left

Yeah we had a right laugh

But now I'm feeling like Bruce Willis

Each and everyday I really wanna die hard

All I've got is these pictures of ya

And your light blue crack down Nokia

Things in my house still smell of ya

All I wanna say is that papa if you can hear me

I regret every bad thing that I said

Please forgive me if you hear me

Never knew how much I loved ya till you was dead

If only you

Papa if you can hear me

If only you knew what you went and done

Please forgive me if you hear me

Please forgive me if you hear me

See all I know is, I'm proud to be your son

Papa if you can hear me

I never ever hear what you said

The fights an the laughter

The success and disasters, no

But nothing seems clearer

Than the day you were gone

You said, despite all the stress

You have to fight to the death

Cause little girl you're a star

Don't let them kill who you are

You see you gave me a chance

And now look where I am

You are the reason, I can't wait to see you again

All I've got is these pictures of ya

And your light blue crack down Nokia

Things in my house still smell of ya

All I wanna say is that papa if you can hear me

I regret every bad thing that I said

Please forgive me if you hear me

Never knew how much I loved ya till you was dead

If only you

Papa if you can hear me

If only you knew what you went and done

Please forgive me if you hear me

See all I know is, I'm proud to be your son

Papa if you can hear me

I have to say I dropped a tear when I done this

Like they always say, you don't know what you got till you lose it

Nah nah frickin

B you know I'm gonna fulfill ya wish and take care of mum's in the yard

Papa if you can hear me

Please forgive me if you hear me