Too Close

I don't wanna open up, I don't wanna think about it

I don't wanna show my feelings anymore, mmm

If I never talk a lot, will anybody understand it?

Do I have to hide my fears in these four walls?

'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love

And made me feel weak when you gave it all up

So I like awake thinkin', am I not good enough?

And strangers, they comment when I'm feelin' down

I take it to heart but I keep them around

And I lie awake tryna drown it out

I'm too, too close to losin' myself, I'm barely even here

I'm too, too close to losin' my senses, does that make me weak?

I'm numb, numb, numb, should I run, run, run?

I'm too, too close to losin' myself

I don't wanna ghost you out, I see you gettin' mad about it

No, don't judge me on what I've become

Everything is gettin' loud and I'm gettin' down about it

I'll count the days until I'm strong

'Cause you ripped my heart out when I gave you love

And made me feel weak when you gave it all up

So I like awake thinkin', am I not good enough?

And strangers, they comment when I'm feelin' down

I take it to heart but I keep them around

And I lie awake tryna drown it out

I'm too, too close to losin' myself, I'm barely even here

I'm too, too close to losin' my senses, does that make me weak?

I'm numb, numb, numb, should I run, run, run?

I'm too, too close to losin' myself, I'll drown it out

I'm too, too close to losin' myself

I'm too, too close to losin' myself, I'm barely even here

I'm too, too close to losin' my senses, does that make me weak?

I'm numb, numb, numb, should I run, run, run?

I'm too, too close to losin' myself, so I'll drown it out

I'm too, too close to losin' myself, but I'll drown it out

I'm too, too close to losin' myself