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Christian Alexander
Christian Alexander
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Christian Alexander
Christian Alexander
Songwriter

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Money all on wasted
Sad eyes, I'm faded
Bad times I'm chasing
My mind is black
Ain't coming back
My soul is set
These private jets
Shoot through my veins
[Verse 2]
I am in pain
Depression is my name
Always get rejected
Yeah, it hurts so bad
So sensitive
I'm so fragile
Please don't hurt me
I'll just do it myself
[Verse 3]
I am an angel
Sent down to kill
Rip out your bones
Put me down, I'm too ill
My flow could kill
Anyone, I'm too real
Kill myself with a pill
Make it out unharmed
[Verse 4]
Mentally unstable
I'm just way too sad
All that I had
No one seems to care
Life isn't fair
I grab my gun
Put it to my head
Pull the trigger, I'm
[Verse 5]
Money all on wasted
Sad eyes, I'm faded
Bad times I'm chasing
My mind is black
Ain't coming back
My soul is set
These private jets
Shoot through my veins
[Verse 6]
I am in pain
Depression is my name
Always get rejected
Yeah, it hurts so bad
So sensitive
I'm so fragile
Please don't hurt me
I'll just do it myself
[Verse 7]
Nowadays, when I find myself sitting back at home
On my bed, and I'm all alone
I just go into my private world
Where there's no one else and I can be myself
And the flowers talk and the clouds don't shine
Rain pours down, like all the time
In this place, I waste my life
But it's hard to leave each time I try
Like Venom stuck to Peter Parker
Tryna get it off, but it's become stronger
Super power feeling longer
I gotta be back 'fore my thoughts get darker
[Verse 8]
I gotta be back 'fore my thoughts get darker
I gotta be back 'fore my thoughts get
Written by: Christian Alexander
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