So High

I'm so high

I don't want to feel

This anymore

I'm too far gone

'Cause I'm so high

I don't want to feel no more

Hope that I'm still here in the morning

You should know this, not to take it

So I took it, now I'm shaking

Gotta face this, lying naked

Now I'm crying on your couch

I'm losing my mind

And my body's aching

It's been beat down, shot up

Why do I do this?

Feeling so paranoid, trying to fill that void

Well, yeah, 'cause

I'm so high

Yeah, I don't want to feel

This anymore

I'm too far gone

'Cause I'm so high

Yeah, this feel like a

Rush, a touch

Lust, a fuck, yeah

I know that, someday

This'll grab a hold of me

Anxiety, it's hard to be

The person that I wanna be

I've locked myself inside

'Cause I don't wanna try and fight it

'Cause I know that I gotta push on

Yeah, I know, that I've got to try

If I don't

Then I might as well just give up while I can

'Cause it's not easy on me, baby

I hope maybe you can save me

This don't feel right

Tryna get by

I'm not alright

I should close my eyes

I can't see straight

Think it's been laced, ooh, ooh

Think it's too late to turn around and try again

I aspire to be someone good

Think I need to wash this clean

Looking in the mirror and all I see

Somebody better, passing the weather

I think I am sick

Yeah, I need to change my life real quick

I'm so high

I don't want to feel

This anymore

I'm too far gone

'Cause I'm so high

I don't want to feel no more

Hope that I'm still here in the morning