Wanna Die

Awake, I opened my eyes to see

A hospital, so white and clean

I was walking up to the roof, I think

I can't recall at all a single thing

Held a hand for me, you were there

I know, but couldn't reach

The me that would fall down all the time

But stand and reach my hand to see

Have you tried crossing over yet?

I wanna die, wanna die

But don't really wanna die

If you were there, you would care

Making me aware

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they're never done

Not enough, not enough

I wanna die, wanna die

But don't really wanna die

If I died, you would cry

And I don't know why

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they're never done

Not enough, not enough

Hey doctor, time to tell you I feel weak

He said, "Hello, let's take a seat"

I was hung out at the party last night

I feel like I'm afraid that everything has changed

Something's wrong with me

It's my chest, I know, I couldn't fight for it

And my heartbeat is very slow

And I think I'm about to die

Till you try crossing over yet

I wanna die, wanna die

But don't really wanna die

If you were there, you would care

Making me aware

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they're never done

Not enough, not enough

I wanna die, wanna die

But don't really wanna die

If I died, you would cry

And I don't know why

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they're never done

Not enough, not enough

When I forget you, I'm all alone

Without a place to go

But then, played a mirror like a show

The past I used to know, a dream

Till I see every part of me

Eyes of red following and

I wanna live, wanna live

Deep inside, I've always been

Reaching out for a hand

So don't let this be the end

Mushrooms growing on my head

Still remember even then

Where you are when I'm dead

Oh yeah

I wanna die, wanna die

But don't really wanna die

If you were there, you would care

Making me aware

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they're never done

Not enough, not enough (It's not enough)

I wanna die, wanna die (Wanna die)

But don't really wanna die

If I died, you would cry

And I don't know why

Every scar, all the blood

More and more, they're never done

Not enough, not enough

I wanna die, wanna die

Wanna die, but I still couldn't die

With you by my side

Behind the days I spent alone, afraid

Now you're here to stay

And the scars never fade

Memories that replay

Rewind yet again

To the pain we felt on that day