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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
93PUNX
Performer
Victor Mensah
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
VIC MENSA
Composer
Stephen Feigenbaum
Composer
Andrew De Caro
Composer
Dave Coresh
Composer
Joel Madden
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Zakk Cervini
Mixing Engineer
Stephen Feigenbaum
Producer
Andrew De Caro
Producer
Dave Coresh
Producer
Wil Anspach
Recording Engineer
Joe LaPorta
Mastering Engineer
Victor Mensah
Producer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I hide behind my madness
Outside, inside, I'm damaged
Suicide, it might get tragic
Maybe it's a bad dream
Maybe it's a bad dream
Every time I look at me
I try so hard but I can't seem
To find a shred of decency
But maybe it's a good thing
It's a good thing
[Verse 2]
Addicted into my sadness
Just another of my bad, bad habits
This shit gets hard to manage
Manic depressive, sociopathic
I attract mistakes like a magnet
Chase pussy like I'm playing in traffic
Till I crash it, end up in a casket
Maybe it's a good thing
Is anybody listening?
[Verse 3]
(Yeah) Double-fisting, driving like I'm drifting
(Yeah) Drunk, spinning on a couch, bitch, I'm Rick James
(Yeah) Half-demon, half-saint, that's a split screen
Glad to be insane, mad for existing
[Verse 4]
I'm giving up 'cause I don't believe
I'm never gonna find a better part of me, I'm
Showing out only what they see
I'm always running circles when I try to leave
This broken soul, but I can't let go
And I lose control when I'm on my own again
[Verse 5]
My childhood never lasted
My pain is everlasting
I'm flying but I'm crashing
Maybe it's a bad dream
Maybe it's a bad dream
When it's all in front of me
I make a mess of everything
I fuck it up in spite of me
Maybe it's a good thing
It's a good thing
[Verse 6]
There's a hell at the bottom of the well
Where I drown to myself and the drugs won't help
Swimming in my troubles but I'm not Michael Phelps
Ain't no medals for the double, ain't no rings or a belt
Strapped to a kamikaze plane, killing nazis
Decking paparazzi, the cops can't stop me
Not even the government want problems with my posse
Sixteen shots, got 'em shook like Mobb Deep
Send a SWAT team, I'm too fly to swat me
Yeah, let the block beat, swinging like Rocky
Yeah, with my back against the wall, you couldn't box me
Live fast, get cash, car crash, die free
[Verse 7]
I'm giving up 'cause I don't believe
I'm never gonna find a better part of me, I'm
Showing out only what they see
I'm always running circles when I try to leave
This broken soul, but I can't let go
And I lose control when I'm on my own again
Written by: Victor Mensah, Joel Madden, Dave Coresh, Andrew De Caro, Stephen Feigenbaum