I'm Getting Too Old for This Shit

Not giving up, not getting old, never keep my radio low

No one but myself to blame if good intentions fade away

You say it's just a phase, we’re all giving in one day

This random apathy

I swear it’s killing me

But I guess it’s all the same

Til the devil knows my name

Give me away!

Crippling anxiety

Shadows of myself, what I used to be

But you’ll never know my name

And some things will never change

I’ve been told that I have to pick my battles

Broken dreams or broken bottles

Now I’m staring at the bottom that I’ll never know

Where this road takes me

Why all the bullshit breaks me

Am I getting through? Is your ego bruised?

That enough to count the times I counted on you?

So, now, I’m on my knees

I’m begging pretty please

Never make me give up what’s inside me

Inside me

I gotta do this right

I gotta get more serious about seriously fucking up my life

This random apathy

I swear it’s killing me

But I guess it’s all the same

Til the devil knows my name

Give me away!

Crippling anxiety

Shadows of myself, what I used to be

But you’ll never know my name

And some things will never change, I know

But the stories change and the plot's so-so

And the thing we'll never know is how it goes

Hey, hey, still the same

Hey, hey, I feel the same

Find me down streets and alley ways

Recall these better days of running away

I’m never letting go and I won’t

Fade away, no matter who’s to blame

You say that this is a phase it’s going away

But you’re so fucking different and I’m the same

I'm the same

You’re so fucking different and I’m the same

You told me that you’d never quit, except for all of those times that you did

Man, I’m getting too old for this shit