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PERFORMING ARTISTS
mgk
mgk
Vocals
Lil Skies
Lil Skies
Vocals
Fingazz
Fingazz
Talkbox
phem
phem
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kimetrius Foose
Kimetrius Foose
Songwriter
Steve Basil
Steve Basil
Songwriter
John Stary
John Stary
Songwriter
Liv Marsico
Liv Marsico
Songwriter
Brandon Allen
Brandon Allen
Songwriter
Earl Johnson
Earl Johnson
Songwriter
Richard Colson Baker
Richard Colson Baker
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Alex Lustig
Alex Lustig
Producer
BazeXX
BazeXX
Producer
JP Did This 1
JP Did This 1
Producer
Brandon “SlimXX” Allen
Producer
Colin Leonard
Colin Leonard
Mastering Engineer
Fabian Marasciullo
Fabian Marasciullo
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Yeah, this one's for the mama that I never knew (Never knew)
I took acid just to burn all of my memories of you
I guess now I really wanna know the truth
How'd you leave your only child at nine for another dude?
Took that pain and punched my father in the stomach till he bled
Hit the store and stole a 40, and took that shit to the head
All the years that you ignored me left me sleepless in the bed
I hope that he got some kids because your only son is dead
My revenge, got it in the end (In the end)
I'm so hard to reach, you won't see me again (Me again)
I spent twenty years, waiting on the stairs
Now, I'm finished thinking anyone will ever hear these prayers
[Verse 2]
If I die before I wake, smoke me out at Heaven's gate
Bring me back to life on Sunday, pour me up the devil's drink
Wake up, go to work on Monday, grind it out for seven straight
You showed me that just because we're blood don't mean we relate
[Verse 3]
All my dark days came in the summer
All my thoughts changed, now I'm a loner
Everything stayed, you were the runner
Watched your train go away through the tunnels
[Verse 4]
Hold up, stack my money up just for a rainy day
Play with MGK and I will pull up where you stay (Yeah)
I die for my brother, I don't have nothin' to say (No)
I died when my baby mama told me I was fake (Damn)
I got real shooters, they ain't worried 'bout a case (Whoa)
I got people talkin', but won't say shit to my face (Yeah)
EST for life, my opps all rollin' in they grave (Damn)
See me doin' good, I put that work in like a slave (Work)
Up all night, mind cloudy, don't be spooked
If I show you love, then will you always tell the truth? (Truth)
Feel like I'm goin' crazy, couldn't trust no one but you
Suicidal thoughts keep tellin' me jump off the roof
If I die tonight, know I ain't got nothin' to prove
CSI gon' say we was the realest in the room
Fuck with mine, I kill 'cause I got everything to lose
Fuck with mama, you know what I'll do (Yeah)
[Verse 5]
If I die before I wake, smoke me out at Heaven's gate
Bring me back to life on Sunday, pour me up the devil's drink
Wake up, go to work on Monday, grind it out for seven straight
You showed me that just because we're blood don't mean we relate
[Verse 6]
All my dark days came in the summer
All my thoughts changed, now I'm a loner
Everything stayed, you were the runner
Watched your train go away through the tunnels
[Verse 7]
Ooh, ooh, ooh
The memories (Whoa) Keep playing on repeat (Yeah)
I burn 'em all, so I can start sleeping (Whoa)
And all the bad, I'll make it good
I wouldn't (Yeah) Change the past if I could
These memories (Whoa)
They won't get the (Yeah) Best of me, whoa
[Verse 8]
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Written by: Alexander Lustig, Brandon Allen, Colson Baker, Earl Johnson, Fingazz, John Stary, Kimetrius Foose, Liv Marsico, Phem, Steve Basil
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