Rum n Tequila

I was on my late shift listening to Tay Swift Tryna shake this lack of motivation Seven months wasted, getting impatient 'Cause the spot under my arm is always vacant Problems I created, yeah, I wasn't perfect But I'm still tryna figure out what wasn't workin' I'm flippin' through my playlist, every song that's playin' Makes me realize that since you've been gone My life sucks a little when you're oceans away Stuck here, and I'm feeling like I can't catch a break But you made your decision when you hopped on that plane Now I'm sippin' on rum and tequila, tryna numb all the pain Yeah, yeah, yeah Hoppin' in my Jeep, got no destination Vibin' like we used to before you were taken Scroll through my feed, heard 'bout your engagement Sorry, I forgot to post congratulations And now I daydream, pretending nothing is wrong And I've been faking like I don't wanna call When I was faded, I saw your mom at the mall And she said I should move on because her baby moved on But my life sucks a little when you're oceans away Now I'm stuck here, and I'm feeling like I can't catch a break But you made your decision when you hopped on that plane Now I'm sippin' on rum and tequila, getting drunk Now I'm sippin' on rum and tequila, tryna numb Now I'm sippin' on rum and tequila, getting drunk Now I'm sippin' on rum and tequila, tryna numb all the pain Tryna numb all the pain (Can I get another drink, please?) Now I'm sippin' on rum and tequila, getting drunk Now I'm sippin' on rum and tequila, tryna numb Now I'm sippin' on rum and tequila, getting drunk Now I'm sippin' on rum and tequila, tryna numb all- I was on my late shift listening to Tay Swift Tryna shake this lack of motivation