Hazy Skyscraper

Travelling light's how it usually goes Mind open wide with the heart open closed Start at the bottom but time only knows Unravel the tale of the world that I chose Seek an answer, in an infinite skyline, promising refrain But the meaning tends to vanish when it's me, myself and I again I don't complain about it, I just don't have the time, half the time Wondering whether the weather will give me some sunshine Reaching outward, for a lifeline that I won't find in this lifetime Descending to a dystopia created in my mind 'Cause it's not fine, and it hasn't been for a while now It feels like a struggle to smile now Like is anything really worthwhile, how can it be? Trial and error kinda lifestyle that I lead leaving me high and dry Can smile with basically anyone But the riddle's in who I can frown beside My chaotic good alliance forgets about a revelation Solitary confinement in a wet and crowded station Just the faded light within the dark Of life inside quotation marks Maybe something's missing in this overcast heart I'm always reaching out, shying away Talking like you gotta stay Better keep it just me It's better that way, trust me Despite my distorted and selfish heart Thinking you and I could be alike so why be apart? I figure let's be (let's be), lonely (lonely) Together 'til the weather clears up, that's enough Like hazy skyscrapers fade into the sky 空に消えたい side by side, gonna leave it all behind Broken heart was blinded by your beautiful mind And even if I could rewind it, think I'll likely wind up lying In a desperate kinda silence, deep inside of this soul To where my heart is, where the darkness tends to swallow me hole We're told to smile for those, we feel like we owe it Concealing happiness, never show it Get into character, everyone's watching Staring, comparing there's no sign of stopping I'm dead on my feet, but I'm also dead set on not dropping But someone explain why I wish everyone would stop talking Better start walking If today is the day I don't wanna pretend, I accept that We forget being human is never a setback Staying true to yourself, don't regret that A weakness is strength, I respect that Speaking up is impossible, nobody gets that Wanna spell it out with the melody? Keep on telling myself it'll turn into something Burning inside as I'm learning this life Is eternally searching for anyone else who can say that they felt that My sense of myself has me held back Continue chasing that reflection of my innermost pain Within the weary smile of someone else I'd thought was the same I'm always reaching out, shying away Talking like you gotta stay Better keep it just me It's better that way trust me Despite my distorted and selfish heart Thinking you and I could be alike so why be apart I figure let's be (let's be), lonely (lonely) Together 'til the weather clears up, that's enough Like hazy skyscrapers fade into the sky 空に消えたい side by side, gonna leave it all behind Reaching out, shying away Talking like you gotta stay Better keep it just me It's better that way, trust me Despite my distorted and selfish heart Really you and I are not alike so let's keep apart I'll kick it, just me (just me) lonely (lonely) Forever 'cause whenever I stop and I look in your eyes I realise that you just exist within my mind I'm just a hazy skyscraper, fade into the sky Be like a hazy skyscraper, fade into the sky Forever hazy skyscrapers, fade into the sky Hazy skyscraper, really there's no place I belong