Rebirth

Oh

Oh, bright sun of the night I lift my eyes up to thee

Oh, ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me

Mighty cauldron, oh, nidus

I surrender all to thee

Panacean nothingness when nothing is left

These dreadful shades

Dancing in my dwindling sight

And crying out these hollow words

A straying soul in my scorching flesh

Dying down amid this fucking blaze

Ahh

My swooning world

Infested by strident cries

In a worship of the void

All vanishing in a dull and distant noise

Oh, bright sun of the night I lift my eyes up to thee

Oh, ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me

Mighty cauldron, oh, nidus

I surrender all to thee

Panacean nothingness when nothing is left

This was my rebirth

As one with pain and with distress

Sweet surrender in serenity

Will I remember this womb at all?

Will I ever know?

Oh, bright sun of the night I lift my eyes up to thee

Oh, ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me

Mighty cauldron, oh, nidus

I surrender all to thee

Panacean nothingness when nothing is left

I am not here

I do not last

I am the grain here in the earth

I am the wave in the deep sea

I am the softly whispered word

In the murmuring autumn breeze

In front of Antumnos' gate

I beheld the mirror in the lake

Recognize I did not

Nor did I comprehend

Oh, bright sun of the night I lift my eyes up to thee

Oh, ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me

Mighty cauldron, oh, nidus

I surrender all to thee

Panacean nothingness when nothing is left

This was my rebirth