Hope (feat. Winona Oak)

I would have walked through fire

To kiss your lips

Do you still think about it

Of what you did?

Still see your old apartment

Like a bad trip

Wish I could forget all the places we've been

Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes

Boy, you know how to make a girl cry

Was sleeping in a bed full of lies

And now that I'm older, I can see why

Made me feel high

'Cause you had me so low, low, low

You only seemed tall

'Cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth

I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you

Now that I know

That wasn't love, that wasn't love

That was just hope

That wasn't love, that wasn't love

That was just hope

Always another bender

I lose control

I thought I'd get it back when

You came back home to me, darling

But I never had it, did I?

Your heart's a trick

And all the magic we felt

Was just a hit

Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes

Boy, you know how to make a girl cry

Was sleeping in a bed full of lies

And now that I'm older, I can see why

Made me feel high

'Cause you had me so low, low, low

You only seemed tall

'Cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth

I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you

Now that I know

That wasn't love, that wasn't love

That was just hope

You had me so low

Now that I know

That wasn't love, that wasn't love

That was just hope

'Cause you had me so low, low, low

You only seemed tall

'Cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth

I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you

Now that I know

Now that I know

That wasn't love, that wasn't love

That was just hope