To Be Without You

It's so hard to be without you

Lying in the bed, you are so much to be without

Rattles in my head, that empty drum filled with doubt

Everything you lose, your wisdom will find its way out

Every night is lonesome and is longer than before

Nothing really matters anymore

It's so hard to be without you

Used to feel so angry, now I only feel humble

Singing from the storm inside my ribs where it thunders

Nothing left to say or really even wonder

We are like a book and every page is so torn

Nothing really matters anymore

It's so hard not to call you

Thunders in my bones out on the streets where I first saw you

When everything was new and colorful, it's gotten darker

Every day's a lesson, things were brighter before

Nothing really matters anymore

It's so hard to be without you

Every day, I find another little thread of silver

Waiting for me when I wake some place on the pillow

And then I see the empty space beside me and remember

I feel empty, I feel tired, I feel worn

Nothing really matters anymore