Under Pressure

Work so fucking much, my greatest fear is I'ma die alone

Every diamond in my chain, yeah, that's a milestone

You been calling me asking for money, man

The only thing I'ma give you motherfuckers is the dial tone

Flashback to a youngin', sipping that purple Kool-Aid

Skipping school with my homies, and chief that reefer for too late

Running from the law, living how I'm living, fuck 'em all

Bumping Triple 6, Hennessy in my cup, driving through the sticks

Who the bitch riding with me? Man, the Devil tryna get me

Motivated, under-educated, and hated

But finally getting cake like a happy belated, bitch, I made it, we on

Buy it, break it, roll it, light it, smoke it, inhale it

Write it, record it, mix it, master it, press it up, unveil it

Feel like I been waiting forever, forever to inherit

This is war, I declare it, time is money, I can't spare it

Futuristic so simplistic, please decipher my linguistics

Slow it down, Robitussin, I'm the king, ain't no discussion

And now, we blowing up like spontaneous human combustion

My consumption is this illest, Section 8, I know you feel this

On the come up, where they run up on you for nothing at all

Brighter than eleven suns, it's the first, where my funds?

EBT, that's the card, I thank God, I thank God

But it's hard, uh, but it's hard

Work so fucking much, my greatest fear is I'ma die alone

Every diamond in my chain, yeah, that's a milestone

People calling me asking for money, man

The only thing I'ma give you motherfuckers is the dialtone

Goddamn, goddamn, we at it again

Me and my homies that know me blowing up like the Taliban

Yeah, my stress up, but I'm blessed up, fuck around and get messed up

When I murder the rhyme, I'm living divine

You know that I'm one of a kind, lemme get it right now, ho

Draped up and I'm dripped out

Right now, ho, caked up till I cash out

And I got 'em all wondering how, so

On the down low, haters drown slow

On the down low, haters drown slow

Oh, God, my God, we got it all right

Oh, God, my God, we gotta get it right

These fuckers' facades, they just a mirage, right?

I said these fuckers' facades, they just a mirage, right?

Tell me that they love me, know damn well that they don't give a fuck

I be on that on that finger flipping, killing shit up in the cut

That's what's up, all these bitches out here tryna gas it up

This is everything I ever wanted, I can't pass it up

Life changed, then a year couldn't happen fast enough

"Can I do it like you do it?" That's what they be asking us

White Benz, black car, bitch, better get your plastic cup

Man, this shit is hella hard, but we never acting up

Live it up, hold on to your dream, don't ever give it up

Finally have my share of success, this shit, I can't get enough

Now, they know my name through the nation

'Cause my single, like that good shit man, always in rotation

Now they know Logic for Logic, not through my affiliations

Stackin' profit on profit from this music I'm making

Even Jesus had haters, so when you feeling forsaken

Tell 'em jealous Judas is who this is, and man, that'll break 'em

And bitch, I'm still the same, dash of AutoTune so y'all can feel the pain

Broke as fuck back in that basement, not a dollar to my name

Chasing fame, chasing glory, till the day we make a story

Positive that life ain't mine, bitch, you can take that shit to Maury

Work so fucking much, my greatest fear is I'ma die alone

Every diamond in my chain, yeah, that's a milestone

People calling me asking for money, man

The only thing I'ma give you motherfuckers is the dial tone

Hello, no one is available to take your call

I been working hard, I been searching for God

I been working hard, I been searching for God

Please leave a message after the tone

Little brother, this is your sister, you're busy, I getcha

But I insist you call me back 'cause I miss ya

I wish you well, well, I wish you would call

'Cause lately, you feel like I'm just not your sister at all, all, uh

I'm sorry for calling and bawling, I'm all in and I feel like I'm falling

Lately, I feel like my children hate me

You tell me I'm beautiful and yet, no man wanna date me

Haunted by vivid memories of the man who raped me, and lately, I

I feel more and more like Mommy, I know I'm me, but still

You always seem to pick up the phone and somehow, I feel

Better, but you been answering me lesser and lesser

So I resorted to the pills in my dresser, I'm gone

And as for Drey, though, no, he left and he ain't coming back

I hate him, and if I see him, I swear I'll tell him that

No longer cooking crack in my kitchen, cutting and selling that

He broke my heart, that relationship been to hell and back

I been working hard, I been searching for God

I can feel the Devil around me, as they all applaud

Promise you won't forget me, that you'll always be with me

And even when you're gone I can call whenever he hit me

Under pressure

I've been feeling under pressure

Hey, son, this is your father, don't mean to bother

How are you? Heard you were in town, but I never saw you

Tried to call you, where are you, in Paris?

What a beautiful destination, in Paris right by the Eiffel

Come now, please don't be spiteful of all my small talk

I think we're overdue a long talk

When I see kids around, the way, I say how I'm your dad

It gets me thinking about incredible moments we've had

And on the real, I'm trying so hard not to bug you

But do you think you can stop rapping 'bout my drug use?

I'm two years clean, no longer a fiend, yeah

I'm fifty-seven but I feel nineteen

And I love you, I swear, Bobby, I know you're there

And when the time is right, I know that you gon' take care

Of anything I need, of your family

Can I have some tickets to your next show, would you stand with me?

Can I have some money for my new honey that's hella fine?

I forgot to mention I got divorced from your step-mom

My mind going crazy, but I still look hella calm

Maybe you could tell ****

I been feeling under pressure

Yeah, dear family, I'm so sorry that I been distant

Everything changed in an instant, my time has been inconsistent

I know that you've been insisting, I know that birthday, I missed it

I swore I told my assistant, but I guess my mind is in another place

Thoughts off in another world, I started seeing another girl, it fell through, man, what a world

But I'm so focused on my craft, on employing my staff

Such a perfectionist, I can't even finish this draft

This letter to the ones I love, the ones that I miss

Brothers and sisters that hit me up just to reminisce

Meanwhile, people outside of my blood asking for favors

I don't owe you a fucking thing, you best switch your behavior

Truly remarkable how I barely know you, but somehow owe you when you don't even know 'bout the shit I go through, uh

We ain't spoken in a while, tell me sister, how your child?

Come now, girl, give me a smile, come on, girl, don't do me foul

Sorry I ain't called before, but I'm calling you right now

I heard you was poppin' E, stop resorting to the vowel

How my mama, how she doing? Does she know what I'm pursuing?

I ain't talked to her in years, that relationship, she ruined

But sometimes, I wake up and wonder just what the fuck I'm doing

They say family is everything, I swear that shit the truth

I should spend it all with y'all, but I spend it in the booth

This is everything I love, this is everything I need

Never sacrifice this feeling, even though my heart, it bleed

This is everything I love, everything I need

Never sacrifice this feeling, even though my heart bleed

Under pressure

I been feeling under pressure