I Know the Truth

How have I come to this? How did I slip and fall? How did I throw half a lifetime away Without any thought at all? This should have been my time It's over, it never began I closed my eyes to so much for so long And I no longer can I try to blame it on fortune Some kind of shift in a star But I know the truth and it haunts me It's flown just a little too far I know the truth and it mocks me I know the truth and it shocks me It's flown just a little too far Why do I want him still? Why when there's nothing there? How to go on with the rest of my life To pretend I don't care? This should've been my time It's over, it never began I closed my eyes to so much for so long And I no longer can I try to blame it on fortune Some kind of twist in my fate But I know the truth and it haunts me I learned it a little too late Oh, I know the truth and it mocks me I know the truth and it shocks me I learned it a little too late Too late