Ups & Downs

How brave do I become when truly loved

My overwhelmin' feels are overcome

I might even hit the blunt

And I don't do that for anyone

I think I'ma dance for the first time in a long time

I might even laugh like I mean it

Come on, baby, say it like you mean it

You gonna be alright, baby

Alright

You know you're gonna be fine

You're gonna be alright, baby

Hey Kyle, how you doin'?

What is this dream you're persuing

What are these feelings you mention (What?)

Are you from a different dimension? (Are you?)

My ****, do you have dementia?

Why is you rappin' 'bout happy

Think about all the bad shit that happens (Yeah)

You know the inside, you feel crappy

Okay, yeah, how did you guess

(Skrrt) I am a wreck

I set a record for bein' upset

Truthfully, honestly, I am a mess

I am depressed, I am obsessed

With self-depricating, and blamin' myself

Socially lyin', denyin' the help

I'm holdin' up Like pants missin' a belt

But it ain't so bad (No, no)

Look what I be on

I'm on TV, mom

My ****, I am a phenom

My chick is out of this world

Yeah, badder than Zenon

When I need somebody to lean on

I put that Cudi CD on

In my spare time

Punchin' walls, fuckin' up my hand

I know that shit sounds super cray

But if you had this life you'd understand

Everything's a lotta up and down

But I ain't gonna let it get me down

No

And downs

2016 hit me like a bag of bricks (Yup)

2017 switched up, like ooh it's lit (It's lit)

I nearly had a mental breakdown

And eight months later had a hit

I guess life is like box a chocolates, huh

You never know what you finna get

Ha ha, yeah

Think about this for your flip

There's always two sides of the coin

Come on, man, you gotta keep goin'

You blessed ****, you ain't even know it

Sittin' there, lookin' all stoic

Mm, be stiff, you should be stoked

Mm, you can smile, even if you broke

Yo, you could be a button or a boat, true

Trust me, believe me, I been there to

Down on my luck, I was just like you

Singin' the same damn sad old song

But you'll be fine

It'll all be fine

It's just in your mind, yeah

And down

Yo, yo, wassup buddy?

It's your conscience

My, my conscience?

Yeah, you know, the voice in your head

That tells you when you fuckin' up?

Like uh, Jiminy Cricket?

Yes, like Jiminy Cricket, you Disney ass motherfucker

Now listen up, man

You gotta leave that negativity shit in the past

That shit is old, bro

How you supposed to grow up if you ain't even glowed up?

Uh, what, what the fuck are you talkin' about?

Don't trip dawg, follow me

I'll show you

You coming?