Window Pain (Outro)

One night, when I, when me and my mama

We was about to go to bed

All the doors was locked

Then when I had fell asleep, my mom had, had heard three, um, gunshots

It was to my cousin, um, his name was Ron

The one that came to pick me up

He, he been shot right through the face, right in the neck

And he got shot right in the stomach

I put my head to the sky, I sing

Grateful for the blessings you bring

Thank you for the ones I love

Forgive me for the times I was

Down and confused, I know

What I reap is what I will sow

Once again, I find myself

Back with you from my hell

All I ever wanted was to hear them bitches holler back

Get some money plus respect

And now look, I got all of that

All I wanted to do is see my granny on the other side

All I wanted to do was kill the man that made my momma cry

All I wanted to do is touch a platinum plaque and celebrate

All I wanted to do is keep my **** out the yellow tape

All I wanted to do is see my granny on the other side

All I wanted to do was kill the man that made my momma cry

Right now, I'm staring out the window of my Range

And contemplating, am I sane?

Have I sacrificed for fame?

My occupation's on my brain

Thought that I could change it all if I had change

But the **** that I came up with way back is still the same

I be tryna give 'em game like Santa did when Christmas came

They be listening, but it's clear to me they did not hear a thing

It go in one ear and out the other like a bullet out the muzzle

Of a pistol shot by brother standing point blank range

**** bang in the 'Ville, I always thought that shit was strange

How you claim blood or cuz when that was just a L.A. thing?

I don't mean no disrespect towards your set, no, I'm just saying

That it seem like for acceptance, **** will do anything

**** will rep any gang, **** will bust any head

**** will risk everything, point 'em out and then he dead

Shooting up where his granny live

Blaow, blaow, his granny duck

He don't give a fuck

He's on Henny and Xanny'd up

Blowing Tammy up

Bitch, when you gon' give them panties up?

He gon' plant a seed, but best believe he ain't man enough

Just because your dick can spray semen, it don't mean that you ready

To let go of your childish ways, the results are deadly

Because that child will suffer and that's what can most affect me

The little girl I met this past summer said, "Don't forget me"

I won't forget you, how could I with all you went through?

A bullet hit your cousin in temple while he was with you

And while you was talking, I was tearing up, where's the tissue?

If you was my sister, then I would kiss you

And tell you that I'm sorry for the pain you had to live through

I know I'm blessed, because your stress is realer than anything I done been through

I put my head to the sky, I sing (Yeah)

Grateful for the blessings you bring (Yeah)

Thank you for the ones I love (Yeah)

Forgive me for the times I was (Huh)

Down and confused, I know (Yes)

What I reap is what I will sow (Yes)

Once again, I find myself (Huh)

Back with you from my hell

All I ever wanted was to hear them bitches holler back

Get some money plus respect

And now look, I got all of that

All I wanted to do is see my granny on the other side

All I wanted to do was kill the man that made my momma cry

All I wanted to do is touch a platinum plaque and celebrate

All I wanted to do is keep my **** out the yellow tape

All I wanted to do is see my granny on the other side

All I wanted to do was kill the man that made my momma cry

It's not that big

But at least, uh

God had saved him 'cause he's still alive, amen

So why, why do y'all think bad stuff happen?

Like, why can't the world just be all nice things, yessir?

Because God is trying to, um, warn, warn us

Or teach us a lesson that we need to learn

Or he's trying to warn us of, he's coming back to, um, see us and take us home

And redo the world, the world

He's coming back to, um, have us be his children

And for us to see him for the first time

So we could, we can rejoice with him and have all time

And after we do that, he's gonna restart the world

K.O.D.

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