The Last Letter

I hope you listening somewhere in some other dimension

The sun don't even shine the same

Since you been gone for a minute

Surprised that I could even write this with dry eyes

I could've ended California's drought alone with my eyes

It's been a long time coming, don't even know what to say

But while this plays, I imagine your face

So what's your thoughts on the after life? Huh?

What's it like?

I asked you once in a dream where we talked

Nowhere so you just looked as we walked

And you still had blonde in your hair

You looked great, still had a purse on your arm

Which was random

Wish I could kidnap you from heaven and hold you for ransom

And tell God to his face that if he want back what he took

He better save me a space

Or at least give a **** some peace of mind

Damn, every hearts swinging left get peace of mind

It ain't been the same since being just alive

I started smoking cigarettes 'cause I was stressed the hell out

Surprised I still have a liver from all that damn liquor

I was tryna drown down my thoughts just hoping I'd die quicker

Every time I think about it, damn, I still quiver

Even in the summer spent without you, I still shiver

No answers and no places at all

Cry out to God in vain, no one is listening but the walls

Man, I'd trade it all in the drop of a dime

Give you a hug, say, I appreciate you, one more time

How could I be so damn stupid, so damn foolish?

Desperate tryna find a way to undo this

A terrible feeling, not everyone can relate

Tryna apologize when it's too late

I pray to God you can hear me, and somehow forgive me

Don't know what you got until it's gone, and now I see really

All I need is a second chance to prove I'm a better man

You brought me into this world, I closed your eyes with my hand

I keep your scars near, and every time that I play

I hope you proud of your boy, your son doing his thing

I love you and I miss you and hope get this letter

Signed, sealed, delivered, overnighted to heaven