Ode to Inebriation

My mind is gone (Gone)

To a better place (Place)

I'm content (Content)

You see it on my face (Face)

The pain is gone (The pain is gone)

At least for now (At least for now)

My demons swimmin' (Swimmin')

When I thought they drowned (Drowned)

Never the less, I confess, this shit never helps, destroying myself

Abusin' the potion, make the pain slow motion

Just bad as a cry for help

Man, I got it bad, when a **** mad or a **** sad

I don't need a glass, man, fuck a flask

Drinkin' just what I bought it in, just like my dad

Repeat the past, be a better man, decisions, decisions, whatever, man

Shit, fuck it, dude, get another one

Then bless up my tolerance

It's makin' the nightmares more vivid

The nightmares thats hosted by liquid

Can't escape the room we found her in

Hearin' my sister still hollerin'

I shouldn't be doin' this, makin' it worse, man, why am I cryin'?

Grabbin' the keys and I start the engine, I shouldn't be drivin'

To be honest, between you and I

The police catch me, I'm doin' time

Another **** with a DUI

Fuck it

Repeat the past, be a better man, decisions, decisions, whatever, man

Shit, fuck it, dude, get another one

Then bless up my tolerance

It's makin' the nightmares more vivid

The nightmares thats hosted by liquid

Can't escape the room we found her in

Hearin' my sister still hollerin'

I'm screamin' 'cause I'm seein' demons runnin' after me

Swear to God I felt like I was spoutin' the hell up in my sleep

Vertigo, lay it down, man, I'm sweatin' out my sheets

Throwin' shit up out the window, throwin' shit up I can't think about

I can't sleep, plus I'm stumblin', I'm fallin' down the street

Wonderin' what he fuck my mama thinks, she even watchin' me?

Ain't no God, 'cause if there is, then he don't love me like they say

Love is not takin' a life away and slowin' down the days

This is hate, still ain't got no fuckin' answers to this day

And you a motherfuckin' live, you think I'm 'bout to pray

Ain't no play, y'all just embarrassed to admit that this a mistake

It ain't no play, y'all just embarrassed to admit that this a mistake