Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I'm kinda fucked up, I can't even lie. I was rollin' up
Seem like the grind got harder and you **** was hardly grindin'
[Verse 2]
Barely
[Verse 3]
I know you **** ain't cheering for me
Bitches don't really love me picture me living luxury
This what you get from hustlin' two-fifty legit, from nothing
Hood rich, lil bitch, I'm thuggin start talking digits
And watch how quickly they switch the subject
Brining up the past tense
****, where that cash went? running up that bag
And all my guns got attachments
I really been feeling like, Fuck everybody
One deep in traffic use to wonder why they ain't fuck with me
Now I'm done even asking
[Verse 4]
I forgive you fakes ass ****, it was fun while it lasted
And cutting these bitches off is becoming a habit
Easily disappointed and somewhat unhappy
Right at the midpoint between humble and savage
All these funds that I'm stacking dog it comes with distraction
I ain't slept in a month of Sundays, insomnia addict
Boy these blessings barely outweigh all these problems I'm having
Know it's a lesson in every loss but this a lot of subtraction
Without a doubt I get it back
It's just the law of attraction just how I was brought up
You get caught up, shit happens
Thoughts turned to actions, but y'all couldn't imagine
All I keep thinking is what if I wasn't rapping? Damn
[Verse 5]
You gon' shake back you've been through worse and survived
Probably wouldn't be so bad, if we weren't discouraged from crying
I hear the pain in your voice I can see the hurt in your eyes
In these streets, ain't nothing worse than pride
[Verse 6]
Ran it up, fucked it up, ran it back up, fucked it up again
Swear my life a movie they tried to do me like Above the Rim
Guess I learned the harder way, I can't even fuck with them
Change my life I'll start today look like I'm going through something
I got my heart on me sleeve
It ain't even that cold, I'm in the car with the heat
Another charge I don't need I'm being targeted
I'm starting to believe but on the other hand
I wonder what I can charge for this weed
Severing out a one bedroom apartment with a carbon 15
Having withdrawls from that lean that shit be harder than it seems
I ain't tryna to eat with y'all if you wasn't starving with the team
Back when it was time to go to war y'all wasn't part of the regime
I've seen things that I can't get over keep playing it over and over
It's like a full time job just staying focused
Fuck how the fell
'Cause love and hate really the same emotion and when you keep it real
With your self they can't expose you
[Verse 7]
You gon' shake back you've been through worse and survived
Probably wouldn't be so bad, if we weren't discouraged from crying
I hear the pain in your voice I can see the hurt in your eyes
In these streets, ain't nothing worse than pride
[Verse 8]
Yeah
[Verse 9]
It's lead on
Lead on
In these streets, ain't nothing worse than pride
Man