Hazel

I was ridin' on Beverly by myself

I was workin' at Yummy, no daylight hell

You were comin' over once a week, were in my lap

You held me while I cried for the first time in a long time

Never really good with people or comforting them

My mom diagnosed, brother cryin' in his hands

Yes, said, "If she died who gets to keep my cat?"

Don't know why death would affect me like that

But it did, least my mom still lives

But my cat's gone where my childhood is

Where my innocence lives on the  pretty street

Thirty minutes from where I sleep

But I miss my bunk bed and the sunsets

And the old friends and the dead ends

Even when I didn't have a reason to smile

But I still did love songs goin' like this for ya (Uh)

Nights in the RV I won't remember

Ride in your car seat, I won't forget

Nights in the RV I won't remember

Ride in your car seat, I won't forget

If you don't feel my groove, better move back

If you don't fit the mood, why do you ask?

If you don't feel my groove, better move back

If you don't fit the mood

Fuck bein' modest, got me in bed with you

I'm more alive than ever, quit eatin' junk food

The same pants all week, got bleach on the side

From when you died my hair green, looks blue but you tried

The times where I thought it was love were just peaks

I'm mountain a month between terrible weeks

All this bad company, but everything I hate

Is a product of me

Can't take back what I been born with, my family gorgeous

Flaws or not, I won't ignore them, they're important

Keepin' these friends until the end 'cause they're important too

Sammy got my back and I got Jack's too

But that don't mean everything squeaky clean in between

It's really just how much they all mean to me

And rest in peace to my cat Gary and Aunt Jane

Steve, Kitty, Mary, Cousin Jason, Rhonda, Richard

Just stay forever

You just stay forever

You just stay

Can you just stay the night? I

Nights in the RV I won't remember

Ride in your car seat, I won't forget

Nights in the RV I won't remember

Ride in your car seat, I won't forget

If you don't feel my groove, better move back

If you don't fit the mood, why do you ask?

If you don't feel my groove, better move back

If you don't fit the mood

If you don't fit the mood

If you don't fit the mood

If you don't fit the mood

If you don't fit the mood

One, one, one, one, two

One, one, one, zero, zero

Five, five, five, five, two

Two, two, one, one, one, one

Five, five, one, one, two

Two, zero, two, zero, zero, one, two

Five, three, three, three, three, three

Five, five, five

I remember all the fun times we had

Like that was my best friend for two years, like that sucks

And I'm just, there would've been no pain

If I had gone back and never met him