I Stabbed You First

I've got a pain That I can't kill I try to stab it with a knife But it's living still I tried to toss it in the trash And forget it's there Still it follows me around With a deadly stare It's living Well it lives with me every Every I'm making, well I'm making it Love me I got a pain That I can't shed It spins while I sleep Up in my bed I took a pillow to its mouth So it can't breathe But the fucker cuddled up Right next me It's living Oh it lives with me every Every I'm making, Oh I'm making it Love me I got a pain That I can't kill I tried to stab with a knife But it's living still I tried to toss it in the trash And forget it's there Still it follows me around With a deadly stare, Oh It's living Well it lives with me every Every I'm making, well I'm making it Love me