Losing You (feat. Max)

Yeah

Another night I can barely sleep

I pray to God my soul to keep

If I shall die before I wake

I pray to God my soul to take

I pray to God I'll be over great

Not another whack rapper that they overrate

Y'all spoiled like the south on the Florida state

I'm always overworked and never overpaid

But I pray for it, yeah

And when they told me that I couldn't, man, I had to find a way for it

Serve a table every day, had to find a way to pay for it

Damn, and when I started going numb is when I realized I was made for it

So it's fuck all my feelings, I feel like the villain

Feel like I overstepped boundaries, feel like you're better without me

Feel like I'm drowning, feel like I never have found me

I don't want no one around me

I don't think nobody knows how it feels

When there's so many people, yet no one to listen

I try to do good with the talent I'm given

I try to see clear yet attention's been blocking my vision

Surrounded by fake

And honestly lately debate how much more I can take

A couple more shots to the face

I often don't drink, so I'm searching for something to chase

She's putting my hands on her waist

Her tongue's in my mouth, and I wonder what pain she can taste

I'm taking caffeine when I wake

And tired of taking a pill with PM just to sleep when it's late, I don't

I don't know what to believe in

Did it all for the wrong reasons

And now I'm picking up the pieces

Of that person I once knew

I've been losing you, you

You, you

You, you

I've been losing you

I guess I lost me for a while, well

Welcome back

Lately I've forgot how a smell felt

Now picture that

Thought that I could buy happy

Maybe buy a new car in all black

Put the whole entire team on the map

Everything I have now, had to work for all that

But to see my dad again, I would give it all back

They just want me to rap

I feel like a slave to this shit

I know that I prayed for this shit

But if I have one more fake convo with one more fake person

I might just go ape in this shit

Remembering back, we had no place to live

And you spent my rent money on clothes that you're wearing

Confusing your Instagram followers for people who care

And you'll never find happy when stuck and comparing, I know

I miss the feeling of feeling feelings

Now every song I write I've been dripping and oozing real in

I try to tell my story, yet feeling is less appealing

Than rappers that like to mumble and already hit the ceiling, so fuck

Didn't fuck with me way back then, now it's, hey, what's up?

Yeah, is it weird that I still feel stuck?

Think it's funny when I spill my guts 'cause I feel

Feeling like I need to stop playing, here's real

I spent last week in bed and the weekend was drunk

'Cause I honestly just couldn't deal

It's been seven days now without you, that makes one week

You turn into someone else after just one drink

Wonder if I'm on your mind when you think

And honestly I tried to help you find you, and instead lost me

Now I don't

I don't know what to believe in

Did it all for the wrong reasons

And now I'm picking up the pieces

Of that person I once knew

I've been losing you, you

You, you

You, you

I've been losing you

Oh, I've been losing you

Oh, I've, oh, oh, I've been losing you