Winter Blues

Damn, I feel so loose, I'm about to pop shit

What's a man to do when he's outta options?

I ain't wanna do it, but shh (Hold on)

Be quiet, they coming

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no

No, no, no, no, no, no

I said, gimme that, gimme that, gimme that, gimme that

You heard what I said

****, run that, run that, run that, run that

You heard what I said

I said, yeah

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no

I remember everything was different, when I tried to get a job and make some money, I was living on the street

I walk a lot of miles and nobody wasn't hiring, I had to stand in line if I was to get something to eat

'Cause I ain't had no homies and my girl depended on me, every night that we were lonely and I couldn't get no sleep

'Cause I was plotting on anybody I seen that was getting money

You got it? I need it, sorry, you don't need it more than me

And bitch, I'm tired of this struggle, ducking and dodging them puddles

Wondering if God ever hear the prayers I said

'Cause every time I got a new hustle, the shit done got me in trouble

You don't know how many fucking tears I've shed

But fuck it, I'm letting loose and they told me, "Don't bend the rules"

This is my winter blues, you know what I'm finna do

Anything necessary to make it up in the news

And I'm taking every motherfucking thing that I pick and choose

And I'm done with all the begging, I'm past that

All I did was get laughed at

You can go backtrack, but you'll never get cash back

And they told me I'm half black, but I'm white as a lab rat

With a mic and a gas mask, I'm a light for your trash ass

And I might get the last laugh, better fight if you backstab

With a knife in your backpack, all my life I've been jabbed at

But I fight like I'm Mad Max with a knife with the yeah, yeah

You know, you know what the fuck I'm talking about, listen

I don't give a fuck about your feelings

You don't have any idea just what I had to do to get what I want

All I wanted was to make a decent living

I can't even count it on my fingers how much shit that I lost

****, this is my job, yeah

These are my thoughts, woo

I ain't never had shit but for now you better give me what's yours

Damn, I feel so loose, I'm about to pop shit

What's a man to do when he's outta options?

I ain't wanna do it, but shh (Hold on)

Be quiet, they coming

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no

No, no, no, no, no, no

I said, gimme that, gimme that, gimme that, gimme that

You heard what I said

****, run that, run that, run that, run that

You heard what I said

I said, yeah

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

You really got some nerve talking 'bout me like you better

'Cause you got your shit together and I'm really going through it

I don't think you have a clue what it feels like doing dirt

Knowing in your heart you ain't wanna do it

I don't got one G bone in my body, I ain't never gang bang

I don't know nothing about it

I don't claim to be a thug **** or Illuminati

But there really ain't no telling what I do when I get rowdy

And I'm starving, and my back against the wall, and you balling

Every time I see you, all you do is flash hundreds

Everything on fleek, I ain't never had nothing

I just wanna be you when I feel like stunting

And letting loose and they told me, "Don't bend the rules"

This is my winter blues, you don't know what I finna do

Anything necessary to make it up in the news

And I'm taking every motherfucking thing that I pick and choose

And I'm done with that hating shit, fuck do you think this is?

Damnit, you make me sick, ain't no time for no babysit

This is the way we live and, yes, I'm okay with this

You think you all that and a bag of potato chips?

Could jump off a crazy bridge, and enough of you idiot kids

Go suck on a lady dick, I would never just make amends

With none of you shaking hands in public

And yeah, yeah, like get the fuck out my face, dude

Listen

I don't give a fuck about your feelings

You don't have any idea just what a **** had to do to get loose

All I wanted was to make a decent living

I can't even count it on my fingers how much shit I went through

Woo, what I went through, yeah, what I went through

And when shit get real, ain't really nothing that you can't do

Woo