For Fresia (feat. Conor Maynard)

You never did wrong, never hurt nobody

Could be why God took you in a hurry

No, no, I won't tell nobody

No, you can't buy time with money

But I wouldn't care how much I'd lose

Just for one more day with you

You, you

6:42

Why the hell my sister calling me at 6:42?

She barely calls maybe she just got me confused

But something told me I should pick it up to see if she's cool

"Hello?"

What's wrong what happened?

Stop crying what you saying I can't understand it?

So much pain in her voice I started to panic

What the hell is going on I can only imagine

You said

You were dropping off the kids in your car

Only a couple blocks away

It wasn't even that far

But then a truck came out of nowhere

Driving right through the stop

I don' need to hear the rest

Just need to know where you are

You said that you and all the kids were doing fine

Couple cuts and bruises

You and the kids will be alright

But our sister Fresia needs you there right by her side

They flew her to the hospital they didn't tell me why

So I picked up my father

I'm doing ninety on a fifty

When a cop pulled me over

But chose to put away the ticket

When I told him what happened

Said I gotta get there quickly

Then he followed us there

When he didn't have to but he did it

And I can't even lie, I can't even lie

Haven't even got inside when I start to cry

Walk up to the front desk, ask if you're alright

I can tell something's wrong

See it in her eyes

My dad beside me and she took us down the hall

I can't wait to see you

And to tell you 'bout it all

You'll prolly think I'm stupid

Ask me what I'm crying for

Felt like it was hours

Before we finally reached the door

The room that we were led inside you weren't even there

Just an empty room filled with a couple of chairs

My heart is fuckin' beating all this pain in the air

And my stomach fuckin' turning

All I'm feeling is fear

The doctor walked in

Right behind were three nurses

Said they did all that they could

But nothing that they did was working

And I hate to have to tell you

And I know you don't deserve it

But your sister didn't make it

Then my heart just hit the surface like

I turn 'round to my father

Try to break him the news

But I ain't even have to

'Cause he already knew

He don't really speak much English

But what's that gotta do

When he was seeing

Feeling every broken heart in the room

Shit, how the fuck am I gon' tell my brother?

Fuck that how the fuck am I gon' tell my mother?

How the fuck my nephew gon' grow up without a mother

He's only 2 with a father who wished he wore a rubber

Its crazy how you never know

Crazy how it go

Why the ones you love the most are the first to go?

You were always taking care of me when I was broke

So I just want you to know

I look at Jeremiah and I see you every time

And I know he ain't my son

But I'll treat him like he's mine

You ain't ever gotta worry Fresia

I swear that he'll be fine

Give him everything I have every dollar every dime

Till you lose somebody you won't know how it feels

But I pray you never do because I swear that it kills

Death leaves a pain that nobody can heal

But the love leaves a memory nobody can steal