Afraid

Losing love, unrequited

Was it truly love? Undecided

Hard times, I'm broken

Past lies, they leave you open

I try, I'm hopeless

At night, no way of coping

With this shredded heart

Can I get reparations for the pain?

Baby, I'm afraid

Really, I'm afraid

Of giving you what they all messed up, my stress up

Took them pictures and I dressed up, lookin' blessed up

You need something and I got you, I spot you

Till I see your love is not true, it's not true

And I'm scared of what that feels like

Looking stupid out in real life

Baby, I'm afraid

Really, I'm afraid of loving you

I'm so afraid to love you

All my heart, my time

I'm so afraid of hurting again

Baby, I'm afraid

I'm so afraid to love you

Really, I'm afraid of loving you

I'm so afraid of hurting again

I'm so afraid to love you

All my heart, my time

I'm so afraid of hurting again

Baby, I'm afraid

I'm so afraid to love you

Really, I'm afraid

I'm so afraid of hurting again

God has not given us the spirit of fear

But the spirit of love, looking like it's not here

I don't doubt your heart

I just know things change

It just leads to pain

I still bleed the same

I still say I'm fine, but I leave my brain

Don't wanna think no more, I can't defeat my shame

Don't wanna play no more, I can't defeat this game

But that phone still rings, can't delete your name

'Cause you give to me, everything I prayed for

Every single day for, listen to me honestly

You don't have to wait for me to feel I'm safe, or

That I'm ready this time

I want no one else, not too focused on myself

It's just, baby, I'm afraid

Really, I'm afraid of loving you

I'm so afraid to love you

All my heart, my time

I'm so afraid of hurting again

Baby, I'm afraid

I'm so afraid to love you

Really, I'm afraid

I'm so afraid of hurting again

Of loving you

I'm so afraid to love you

All my heart, my time

I'm so afraid of hurting again

Baby, I'm afraid

I'm so afraid to love you

Really, I'm afraid

I'm so afraid of hurting again