Heart's Too Heavy

Well, these angels in my eardrums, they can't tell bad from good I lived inside these melodies just to make sure I still could And I cried all night even though I'm wrong Said, "Honey, hold me close, make it feel like home" 'Cause your love's bright enough to burn all night Sometimes love is a losing fight You try to keep going, but the ride won't steady You try to get high but your heart's too heavy You've got one thing on your mind But now there's snake eyes on the sidewalk and fireworks overhead Won't you roll out that red carpet when we all wind up dead And your smoke rings fade like a memory You're honest as a ghost, maybe twice as free You've got faith enough to lift this curse What if faith is just a false god's verse You try to keep going, but the ride won't steady You try to get high but your heart's too heavy You've got one thing on your mind And I'm pulling up devils from the long dark past And the pain starts piling up too fast I can pin down the minute that I lost my buzz Thought I was somebody nobody could love Try to keep going, but the ride won't steady You try to get high but your heart's too heavy You've got one thing on your mind