Wistful

Lately baby I've been feeling wistful

About all of our now gone memories

When once in your eyes I saw a twinkle

Now is just my sad reflection looking back at me

You and me felt perfect for awhile

Until the fights began to take control

And when you left I was in denial

A piece of me got up and followed you leaving a hole

In my heart

And the hardest part

Looking back I see all of the bad things

But part of me is still begging to ignore

My heart still thinks that we can have a future

While my head keeps telling her that it was you who found the door

Then you left

Me

If our relationship was ironclad

Why do you keep pretending that

Both our tears don't end up on the floor

I thought that you believed in me

I didn't think you'd end up leaving me

But still something about you has me wanting more

Mmmm

Every now and then you decide to text me

Then get angry when I don't say what you want

But when I see other pairs I'm green with envy

And a part of me starts thinking maybe we were better than I thought

Still you left

Me

If our relationship was ironclad

Why do you keep pretending that

Both our tears don't end up on the floor

I thought that you believed in me

I didn't think you'd end up leaving me

But still something about you has me wanting more

Ooooh

Darling I just wrack my brain

I spend my time reckoning

I long for you to still be in my life

Even though we weren't always best

I still have no regrets

Is there a chance that maybe we were right?

Still you left

Me

If our relationship was ironclad

Why do you keep pretending that

Both our tears don't end up on the floor

I thought that you believed in me

I didn't think you'd end up leaving me

But still something about you has me wanting more

If our relationship was ironclad

Then you would not have left like that

And I would not feel like I'd gone to war

I thought that you believed in me

But really all you'd ever seen in me

Was a way to pass the time and still keep score

Ooooh