WHAT DO YOU COUNT TO FALL ASLEEP? (feat. Tyler Dennen)

I don't even know who I am anymore Everything about me has changed It's like my words have been replaced Fucking rearranged to suit a different face I am not the same, I am not the same no Maybe I've gone a little insane Without a doubt I'm the black cloud Swallowing this whole town Everyone's afraid of me now Maybe it's just me Something I can't replace I'll never be the same Maybe it's just me The blood on my sheets So many secrets to keep Maybe it's just me The bodies in the streets Never gave me any relief Maybe it's just me That lack of fucking sleep Why can't I sleep? What do you count to fall asleep? What do you count to fall asleep? Are you counting sheep? Are you counting all the knives you fucking left in me? What do you count? What do you count to fall asleep? Fuck Now tell me can you tell me Is it worth this worthlessness? Really, I'll swallow up the whole world And then ill digest it It fucking hurts, everything is hurt I don't ever sleep and I live on high alert It fucking hurts, everything is pain Living like this is fucking inhumane Maybe it's just me I want out, I want out I need motherfucking out Maybe it's just me Have you ever stayed awake for 72 hours? Maybe it's just me Hahaha, the only thing I'm counting Are the days before I do it Maybe it's just me Bang, bang make my brains hang Out my fucking skull What do you count to fall asleep? What do you count to fall asleep? Are you counting sheep? Are you counting all the knives you left in me? What do you count? What do you count to fall asleep? You'll never know what the fuck I've been through I've been hanging by a thread since my fucking youth Depressed, suicidal mess There's no limit too What the fuck I'm gonna do to you Fuck Fuck you and everything you put me through This is the last anyone will ever hear from you What do you count to fall asleep? What do you count to fall asleep? Are you counting sheep? Are you counting all the knives you fucking left in me? What do you fucking count? What do you fucking count?