Letters to Nitz

I'm gon need you to come back down I wish we could talk through the clouds Growing up ain't the same without you I cant go on anymore without you Thingss been different ever since you left Each loss i take is like a hit to the chest I needed guidance, but what did I expect A bit more compassion compared to disrespect This is not what I was after I wanted good weed and good laughter Momma didnt want me I am just some bastard Trying to make a comeup from being a soundcloud rapper My memory of you will never change The clouds overhead are my warning sign for rain One blood drop means more blood stains Smoke this blunt untill this blunt stings Red rum is no rum for beer drinking dummies This life you couldn't take from me If we could talk just one more time, I'd like to tell how far I've gone with my life I'm gon need you to come back down I wish we could talk through the clouds Growing up ain't the same without you I cant go on anymore without you I remember long ago by the sandbox Told you I could climb the tree, you said I can not I made it to the top, without breaking a sweat But on the way down I broke a branch and I slipped Vivid daydreams where your still here Yet I ruin all my memories with liquor and beer No fear, for what's about to happen over the course of a year What a year Just sorta wish you were here right now Cause when I fall now I just stay down No one ever did it quite like you You were always hard af like a rubik's cube Between swearing like a sailor and odd fashion I'm just glad that I was there when it all happend It's been an odd life here ever since you passed Keep watch over me like you did when I crashed I'm gon need you to come back down I wish we could talk through the clouds Growing up ain't the same without you I cant go on anymore without you