Martha (postcards version)

I got a call from Martha Everything has changed now I tell her time will heal it but time has made it worse somehow It's really got me thinking that I was better in Berlin I wonder what I'm missing? I wonder what could have been Break up, breakdown I'm not where I thought I'd be now Can't swim, can't drown I'm not where I thought I'd be now There's a weight in my chest Nothing feels the same now I'm really trying my best but trying makes it worse somehow Kelly calls at midnight God, I miss her big heart She asks me if I'm alright Where do I start? Break up, breakdown I'm not where thought I'd be now Can't swim, can't drown I'm not where I thought I'd be now Break up, breakdown I'm not where thought I'd be now Can't swim, can't drown I'm not where I thought I'd be now I'm not where I thought I'd be now Everything is changing Everything is changing Everything is changing Everything is changing