Lavender Bones

Yep Is this on? Sick of having empty habits Leading to the selfish havoc I'm lonely in my own bones You're unweaving where you stand Stitch me into all your plans Just like a cherry stone Temporary fleeting thrills Keep me bruised and make me ill My skin has lavender tones Tell me I'm a loaded gun Tie me up and come undone I can cover it up, I can cover it up I can cover it up, I can cover it I know I'm out of my depth, but I just float in it I'm trying to do my best, stop picking fights with it I wanna be upset, you're not alright with it I can cover it up, I can cover it I'm trying to speak my mind, wish it was by design But I can only confess to having doubts with it Don't wanna feel regret, I'm not alright with it I can cover it up, I can cover it (I can cover it up, I can cover it up) Spending time with or without you Cutting corners just to get You out of my goddamn mind Keep your words up where they're brewing I want something worth pursuing Still letting you curl my spine Temporary fleeting thrills Keep me bruised and make me ill My lonely lavender bones Tell me how to hurt for fun Tie me up and come undone I can cover it up, I can cover it I know I'm out of my depth, but I just float in it I'm trying to do my best, stop picking fights with it I wanna be upset, you're not alright with it I can cover it up, I can cover it I'm trying to speak my mind, wish it was by design But I can only confess to having doubts with it Don't wanna feel regret, I'm not alright with it I can cover it up, I can cover it What have I done? Chewing on my words Nothing's enough, I rinse myself in the dirt Sold all my time to a plastic ecstasy Nothing's enough I know I'm out of my depth, but I just float in it I'm trying to do my best, stop picking fights with it I wanna be upset, you're not alright with it I can cover it up, I can cover it I'm trying to speak my mind, wish it was by design But I can only confess to having doubts with it Don't wanna feel regret I'm not alright with it I can cover it up, I can cover it I can cover it up, I can cover it I can cover it up, I can cover it up What have I done? I can cover it up, I can cover it Nothing's enough I can cover it up, I can cover it up