Disasterpiece (Live In London 2002)

I wanna slit your throat

I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound

I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon

I wanna dig inside, find a little bit of me

The line gets crossed when you don't come clean

My wormwood meets your pesticide

You'll never get out 'cause you were never alive

I am infinite, I am the infant finite

Come a little closer and I'll show you why

(No one is safe)

Noises, noises, people make noises

People make noises when they're sick

Nothing to do except hold on to nothing

(No one is safe)

Noises, noises, people make noises

People make noises when they're sick

Nothing to do except hold on to nothing

How does it feel to be locked inside another dream

That never had a chance of being realized?

What the fuck are you lookin' at?

I'll tell you what you're lookin' at

Everyone you ever fucking laughed at

Look in my eyes for the answers, typical!

I can feel it underneath like a miracle

Everybody in the world needs more than

Lies and consequences to power them

Once again, it's me and no one else

I can't remember if there was a someone else

It's not mine, it's not fair, it's outta my hands

And it's shaking, you'll never take me

(No one is safe)

Noises, noises, people make noises

People make noises when they're sick

Nothing to do except hold on to nothing

(No one is safe)

Noises, noises, people make noises

People make noises when they're sick

Nothing to do except hold on to nothing

Nothing

Come on

(Hate) Hate ain't enough to describe me

(Scream) Somewhere between screaming and crying

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supposed to be

(Why) When do I get to know why?

(Bitter) Bitter as the stink of when I try

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supposed to be

Pull your hands away

I'm gone, goodbye, it's so depressing

Withering away

Take a look inside, my soul is missing

All I have is dead, so I'll take you with me

Feel like I'm erased, so kill me just in case

I feel like I'm erased, so kill me just in case

So, kill me, just in case

(Covet) Everything around me's mine

(Sty) Can't see through the sties in my eyes

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supposed to be

(Down) Scratching and clawing all the way

(Stay) You won't let me fucking stay

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supposed to be

(Live) Is there another way to live?

(Die) 'Cause it's the only way to die

I'm not supposed to be here

Not supposed to be, come on

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supposed to be

I'm not supposed to be here

I'm not supposed to be