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I'm cold, I'm ugly

I'm always confused by everything

I can stare into a thousand eyes

But every smile hides a bold-faced lie

It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes

My heroes are dead, they died in my head

Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain

Something inside me has opened up again

Thoughts of me exemplified all the little flaws I have denied

Forget today, forget whatever happened

Every day I see a little more of overall deficiencies

I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe

What the hell . did I . do to deserve . all of this?

What the hell . did I . do to deserve . all of this?

I save all the bullets from ignorant minds

Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind

Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens

I decrease, while my symptoms increase

God, what the fuck is wrong?

You act like you knew it all along

Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing

All I ever wanted out of you was something you could never be

Now take a real good look at what you've fucking done to me

What the hell . did I . do to deserve . all of this?

What the hell . did I . do to deserve . all of this?

Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy

Gimme any reason why I'd need you

Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch

Gimme any reason not to fuck you up

Give me any reason why I'd need you, boy

Give me any reason why I'd need you

Give me any reason why I'd need you, bitch

Give me any reason not to fuck you up

I see you in me

I see you in me

I keep my scars from prying eyes

Incapable of ever knowing why

Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer

Why am I so fascinated by bigger pictures, better things?

But I don't care what you think

You'll never understand me

What the hell . did I . do to deserve . all of this?

What the hell . did I . do to deserve . all of this?

What the hell . did I . do to deserve . all of this?

What the hell . did I . do to deserve . all of this?