Dark Angel (feat. Kevin Gates)

Where we go from here, if I leave the block A little money fine but I need a lot Take a preacher's route but don't lie to people I ain't never seen anything in the sky Clean in the ride, what I mean that I'm fly With a bitch super mean, bumpin' lean to the side I was thinkin' 'bout any means I could try I believe in a high(I believe in a high) Being logical gave me a reason to doubt Scheme for things I was dreaming In a magazine article reading about Face card, I ain't got to pay for drugs It comes free with the artificial love Could I just do me, let me be me I ain't arguin' for much I'm with this bitch and I feel free She don't demand of me for much My sex drive been at an all-time low I can barely get it up Tryin' to keep another motherfucker happy Swear I'm givin' up Drug usage is increasing since the last time Been gone a while and I'll be back just like the last time Racks on me, stacks on me, travel hard One nation under God In the car alone, prayin' to the stars Engine roaring, make a joyful noise Praise be to Allah, come this far or not Cocaine, foreign car, look who takin' off Throwin' money at my nigga Younger sister really wishin' he was with us But look who takin' off Band for you to keep, love, I'm finna leave So I guess I'm takin' off Good-hearted, if you think wrong How could you be right? Four niggas fuckin' the same bitch She pop up pregnant, this can't be life Get rid of the bitch, 'fore I get rid of you, bitch I'm sick of you, bitch No hands on ya, rubber bands on ya I ain't talkin' like a stripper Pay! They do it, send razors through Spray the K and make you flip Only reason I ain't kill your mother Strength of her daughter And she cheats every day on your daddy Tryin' to give orders Then they try to extort a gangsta I'm someone important Don't step in my office, I ain't about no talkin' Be sippin' my coffee while bullets is sparkin' Without any caution, now watch who I'm crossin' Boobie is awesome, can't jump if I lost ya With this I went off My grandpa a gangsta, he died, I went off Don't interrupt me while I am recordin' Shit so depressin', I wish I could pause it Misunderstand it, put that in a coffin' Back to the margin, re-up and get off it Label an orphan, lane of my own I got the hawkin', I am retarded Know there's a name, don't know what to call it Yeah It's like sometimes when I sit by myself I honestly can say everybody can't relate That's why I talk to my angel I'm in the dark, looking for a peace of mind I need guidance, Father, can't see the signs Like nothing real, the world redefined Knowing the game is different, streets redesigned Still thuggin', but don't wanna catch a piece of time Knowing that love might get you when it's lookin' for shine So many young niggas lost, they vision is blind Now I'm sick as fuck, got pain beatin' me down Swear a nigga sick of losing, where the fuck is the win at? I gotta fight harder, where the fuck is my wind at? Lookin' at the road, damn, where the fuck is the end at? All I know is be the truth, swear nobody will bend that All I know is loyalty, I don't know how to pretend that You did a nigga dirty, how the fuck I'ma amend that? You said you was alone, so I stepped to the plate When shit got hard for me, ain't no help get sent back Bet, everything that go up come down Word to every one of my niggas that was gunned down At night I talk to God, ain't get back one sound It's hard to see light comin' out when the sun down Runnin', I don't even know where I'm headed I did it all for the streets, all I got was the credit If I can go back, I'll tell my nigga to edit Until I'm runnin' out of time, get the clock then set it Sluts lust, hopin' they might trap shit All 'cause I rap, now I hate this rap shit Laws comin', ain't no time to react shit Judge wanna convict me, I ain't even much clap shit Born sinner, 'cause I was lookin' for dinner Tryin' to feed my kids, tell 'em daddy a soldier Lord knows I need 'em, kinda hard to function Gettin' sick of the devil, that bitch ridin' my shoulder Fresh out my luck, somethin' short of a clover Stress recycle, shit over and over Fuck the world, these days shit colder Friends fake, but all I want is to get older Feelin' the pressure like everyone watchin' The bell keep on ringing like somethin' that boxin' My son havin' seizures, no doctor can stop 'em Hold on to him with all I got, I can't drop him My spirit been broke, I pray somebody swap him My heart feelin' pain like if somebody shot him My brother keep callin', I tell him I got him And since nothin' promised, I'm goin' without him My aunty just died, I can't cry, I just kissed her Short of my visit, they told me I missed her Look up to God, hopin' heaven can list her Somewhere in His kingdom with both of my sisters So in my zone, nigga, fuck if I'm trippin' My testimony somethin' niggas should listen Been 32 years, but I'm still on that mission The struggle got a nigga hooked like I'm fishin'