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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Tamia
Vocals
Babyface
Keyboards
Kenya Ivy
Background Vocals
Latrelle
Background Vocals
Lisa Ivey
Background Vocals
Tavia Ivy
Background Vocals
Brion James
Electric Guitar
Greg Phillinganes
Piano
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kenneth Edmonds
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Tim Roberts
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Edward Quesada
Assistant Engineer
Herb Powers
Mastering Engineer
Serban Ghenea
Mixing Engineer
John Hanes
Additional Engineer
Paul Boutin
Recording Engineer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be if he had loved me
Truly loved me, yes
I learned a while ago that kind of thing never happens for me
And so I
[Verse 2]
Go around and just pretend love is not for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
Make 'em laugh and they won't see
[Verse 3]
That you never let 'em see you sweat
Don't want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows, it's killin' me
[Verse 4]
So I put on my make-up, put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me, everything is okay
I'm laughing 'cause no one knows the joke is on me
'Cause I'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face
On my face
[Verse 5]
Singin' la, la, la, la (La, la) La, la (La, la, la, la, la, la) La, la
(La, la) Ooh (La, la) La, la
[Verse 6]
Sometimes I sit at home by the phone, hopin' that he might call me
(Call me, call me, call me, call me) But the don't call me
But then I realize, dreams come true aren't for girls like me, not like me
And so I
[Verse 7]
Go around with my head up, like it ain't no thang
And when the boys are out with all my friends
Come into other things
[Verse 8]
'Cause you never let 'em see you sweat
Don't want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows, it's killin' me
[Verse 9]
And so I put on (My make-up) Put it on, put it on
(Put a smile on my face) A smile on my face
(And if anyone asks me) Ooh, yeah (Everything is okay) Oh
I'm laughing ('Cause no one) No one, no one (Knows the joke is on me)
But I'm dyin' inside with my pride and a smile on my face
On my face
[Verse 10]
It's not an easy (Thing to do) Sometimes it's hard to (Face the truth)
It's not the life that I would choose (I would choose)
But what else can I do if he don't love me? No
If he don't want me
I'm not about to sit around, let myself (Go) Go
[Verse 11]
So I put on my make-up (Put a smile on my face)
I put a smile on my face
(And if anyone asks me) Everything is okay (Everything is okay) Oh
I'm laughing 'cause no one, no one (Knows the joke is on me)
But I'm dyin' inside with my pride and a smile on my face
On my face
[Verse 12]
Singin' la, la, la, la (La, la) La, la (La, la, la, la, la, la) La, la
(La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la) Oh, keep singin' la, la
(La, la) La-da-da, (La, la) La-da-da (La, la, la, la, la, la, la) La, la
(La, la) La, la (La, la, la, la) Ooh, keep singin' la, la
[Verse 13]
(La, la) La (La, la. La, la, la, la, la, la) La, la, la, la, la
(La, la, la, la) Oh, keep singin' la, la
(La, la, la, la) Ooh (La, la, la, la, la, la) La, la
(La, la, la, la, la, la)
Written by: Babyface