This Head I Hold

They call me a little grown-up See, I'm upset because I've always been stuck But I don't know what it is I'm without Guess I'm in love with always feeling down (See, the problem was I) was fully consumed By all of the petty things that I couldn't do All of the plastic products, shows, and woes But I didn't ever show or let it go So I listen while I'm told Sit back, don't think Get high, take drink Sit back, don't think The more I listen, the deeper I sink and Oh, I go higher And I say, oh, a-oh, I go higher This head that I hold, oh, it's so tired And I say, oh, no, I go higher And I say, oh, what's it gon', what's it gonna be? Make me say, oh, what's it gon', what's it gonna be? I'm feelin' so cold, what they want, what they want from me Make me say, oh (what they want, they gonna be), oh So find me stuck in some scene I wanna get out, but there's no in-between So I sit back as I watch the crowd go Never assuming that I'd sunken so low (See, the answer is this) if I wanna be free I gotta stop playin' 'round and runnin' from me 'Cause all of the plastic products, shows, and woes They got my head feelin' low, no room to grow So I listen while I'm told Sit back, don't think Get high, take drink Don't feel, just go If you listen carefully, then you won't feel so low Sit back, don't think The more I listen, the deeper I sink and Oh, I go higher And I say, oh, a-oh, I go higher This head that I hold, no, it's so tired And I say, oh, no, I go higher And I say, oh, what's it gon', what's it gonna be? Make me say, oh, what's it gon', what's it gonna be? I'm feelin' so cold, what they want, what they want from me Make me say, oh (what they want, they gonna be), oh I sink and, oh, I go higher And I say, oh, a-oh, I go higher Get no sleep, me, the vampire And I say, oh, no, I go higher And I say, oh, I go higher And I say, oh, a-oh, I go higher This head that I hold, no, it's so tired And I say, oh, no, I go higher