Farewell

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

Farewell miss, I know that you can care less

But I'm sorry for everything, I was careless

But I need you to know that I love you so much

And I been drinking myself to sleep, my soul's crushed

A couple more shots, I know I'm gonna go nuts

I can't deal with the fact you left me with no crutch

I was in love with you, how could you do this to me?

Actually I did this to myself, what a tragedy

And now what do I do, where do I go?

'Cause everywhere I go I see your face

It's hard starting over, tryna find another shoulder to lean on

I feel like my whole life just got peed on

They say time heals

But, dammit, I wanna stop time and feel this pain

As crazy as it sounds, to me it's sane

And I like it, why, 'cause I feel like we're still united in some weird way

I don't wanna fight it

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

I wrote you the other day, and you didn't write back

It's like that, after all the crap we been through?

I can't believe you

I know I fucked up but look within you

And find some love and stop being stuck up

You keep sending me to voicemail, I'm annoyed, hell

Shit, you could at least send a text

But you're probably busy kissing someone else's lips

While I'm sitting here cleaning my shoes from this shit

You're hard headed, a sharp headache

I need help, call a medic

I just cut myself, yeah, I did it

Without you I'm nothing, don't you get it?

Every time that I said I loved you, I meant it

You turn and tell me you hate me and regret that

We ever met, I can't believe you just said that

You're so cold, you just hit me so low

I can't take this no more, so hit the road

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

Some things just don't seem the way they do

One day you tell me, I love you and only you

I wake up to find out it was a dream

You're telling me you hate me, you're leaving me

People change, everything changes

We go from best friends then become strangers

We go from seeing each other every day then

Farewell, to never seeing your face again

I can't get you out out of my head

So I'm out of my bed at four in the morning, wishing I was dead

But for some odd reason I can't do it

For some reason I needed to write what's on my mind

And what's going through it

'Cause if I don't, I'll probably suffocate

Why do you have so much hate towards me?

You need some loving, babe

God, I fucking love you

I hate myself for falling in love with you

Just to find out all I did was trouble you

My heart is aching, I'm medicated

I tried meditating, but nothing works

I don't even feel sedated

I wish you could feel what I feel for one second

I reckon you would jump out of your window bare naked

Fuck humiliation, you would do anything to get me back

Opinions wouldn't matter, what they thought in fact

You would tell everyone to fuck themselves good

And do everything to have me if you could

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight

I don't wanna say goodbye

But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like

All I wanna do is cry

Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight