Goodbye To You (feat. Dot Rotten)

Hey can  you hear me

I just wanted to let you know, hmm mmm

I hope you can hear what I write to you

How could I say goodbye to you

When I'm a life that came out of the inside of a life that was inside of you

I gotta respect the way you provided food for the whole fam

You came over a moon rush supporting Mar Jay's old man

Cold double eight, eight kids, bare wheels plus racists full of hatred in your own plant

Three jobs in a day rest in life that you working but you were never stressed free

Just locked in a cage slaving they said there was gold in the pavements

But you came and saw the road to amazement broke your heart but still you were prone to last

And your sorrow was over fast I hope you're listening right

I still think of you every Sunday no one can top your chicken and rice

Even through the darkest times you held us all up

Cause your vision was bright I knew your strength was your wisdom inside

You never let anyone see your heartache you just got on with it

Anyone tells me that they knew you said you were beautiful and your words you would stand strong with it

Cause they were just like warmth on a winter night but I was just too young to go on with it

And there something's I could try to do but it's an impossible task for me

To even try to say goodbye to you, I couldn't do that I owe my life to you

And of the pieces of my soul, because I need a sign I hope this pain will heal in time

You know I never wanna be alone

I can see the stars as the cold wind greets the air

And will you think of me up there

Can I say goodbye to you

And paint the stains of the tear drops down my face

Or feel the chill of your warm embrace

Can I say goodbye to you, oh

I think you phony when I was younger with the knowledge of things that I know now

I would be by your side when you needed me instead of asking you Nan can I go out

Standing in a road with the gangs that I know now

Everyone's missing you loads

Jessica's grown up, Warren, Lauren and Alex are fine, and I'm living with hope

It's been a while since I seen C and the mouths

I miss seeing a family being a family

And us agreeing with smiles how it used to be as a child

As time goes by, the bridge seems longer

Family problems have never been funny

In my heart the only one that dissed me Sonia

She took all our inheritance money

Left the rest of us to pick up the pieces

I never forgive the way she betrayed us

There ain't a big enough reason before I sell out my fam I'll be giving up breathing

But I guess everyone's different or should I say no one's perfect

She had happiness in front of her but chose to ride the wave no one's surfin'

Since you gone the foundation's crumbled so building it back up is my next step

I got all the bricks and the cement but it's hard when I'm done I don't know what to expect

So give me the strength that I need to perform this task

Make it right I must do and I ask cause I trust you

It goes way beyond the song when I say that I love you

And of the pieces of my soul, because I need a sign I hope this pain will heal in time

You know I never wanna be alone

I can see the stars as the cold wind greets the air

And will you think of me up there

Can I say goodbye to you

And paint the stains of the tear drops down my face

Or feel the chill of your warm embrace

Can I say goodbye to you, oh

It's just for now so I should hush

I'll never get enough I'll see you when I see you but

I miss you, oh how I miss you

It's just for now so I should hush

I'll never get enough I'll see you when I see you but

I miss you, oh how I miss you

There ain't enough words to describe how sorry I am for the pain that I caused

Sorry for when I stuck up my own blood we were young and he said he was raping his broad

And for the day the police came to the door I'm sorry for being such a bad youth

Stealing from your purse and making you mourn, I never been able to say this before

Cause I was so inconsiderate, you loved me unconditionally

And I took advantage of it like an idiot

Not seeing the pure soul I was living with I really hope that you can forgive me

You going away was a punishment

But I won't let go I'm holding you with me

But I still fight the emotions within me

I can see the stars as the cold wind greets the air

And will you think of me up there

And can I say goodbye to you

And paint the stains of the tear drops down your face

Feel the chill of your warm embrace

And can I say goodbye to you

I can see the stars as the cold wind greets the air

And will you think of me up there

Can I say goodbye to you

And paint the stains of the tear drops down my face

Or feel the chill of your warm embrace

Can I say goodbye to you