Family (feat. P Money)

Mmm, let me go

To see my family

Please, Father, let me go

As my mother sleeps

I don't know about days gone

But round here, nobody lives twice

When you're gone, you're gone, without no bye

'Cause only a judge can give you life

This is my advice

Trust me, I nearly lost my life

3 weeks after I got this rhyme

Pissed like I had way too much wine

Wish that I didn't get one, anyway

I was going to the Macbeth, booked for the set

Even though I didn't have a set one

Skream hit the decks, I was like check one

Put on a show, but it weren't my best one

Left it, dropped off Blacks at his destination

Then I was off to the next one

20 minutes later I was on the M1 (Tired)

But I kept on going, fell asleep without even knowing

No motion in my face, no movement in my legs

But the car still kept going

Woke up Lorry

Flash, panic break, skid, crash

Skidded more, bang, smash

Out cold, ribs cracked, ouch

I was in so much pain

Crawled out of a Megane that now looked like a Mini

When I was still on the first lane

Baffled, didn't even know my name

Fainted, too much shock in my brain

Surrounded by paramedics and feds

Tryna get up but fainted again

See, I just want you to take a second, hear me out

Don't think I'm happy 'cause I smile when you see me out

I've had serious madnesses where I've nearly disappeared

Oh, I'm beggin' Lord to save me and let me go

To see my family

And keep it inside

Dry eyes, while my brother weeps

Save my soul

Please, Father, let me go

Keep me safe, as my mother sleeps

Eyes closed, they just wouldn't open

I can hear voices, and my phone ringing

Fighting for life, can't tell if I'm winning

One of the worst situations I've been in

I can hear all of the angels singing

But when it stopped humming

My brain turned on, started running

Still in pain, but it started numbing

The stone cold comeback I made was stunning

I still tried to do a few shows

'Cause I didn't wanna tell them that I weren't coming

But I was left with a permanent problem

Nobody knows about the pain that I'm in (Inside)

Ever so cunning

6 weeks later, jogging and running

I used the first aid kit like a drum set

Picked up the tools and I gave it a drumming

Trust me, when it comes to mistakes

You can't afford to let one in

Never done dream for a while

The black plan was blocked

So I learned and done a bit of planning

They say tomorrow never dies

But they forgot to tell you, "You can"

You can have a sicker clan than Wu-Tang

But when your time's up, that's it, it's you, fam

You can try, beg for another

Sometimes I'll be on my way to a show

Thinking, "I just wanna see my brother"

Then do a U-Turn, I'm gone, runner

See, I just want you to take a second, hear me out

Don't think I'm happy 'cause I smile when you see me out

I've had serious madnesses where I've nearly disappeared

Oh, I'm beggin' Lord to save me and let me go

To see my family

And keep it inside

Dry eyes, while my brother weeps

Save my soul

Please, Father, let me go

Keep me safe, as my mother sleeps

And let me go to see my family

And keep it inside

Dry eyes, while my brother weeps

Save my soul

Please, Father, let me go

Keep me safe