Cruel Intentions

The weight inside me is as heavy as a loaded gun Exploring the pain I discover it's fun Makes me understand why you behave the way you do Inflicting this on myself brings me closer to you Lay with me your cruel intentions Cut me deep with your deception Tenderly without affection Do you help yourself by hurting me? Oh-oh-oh No longer shocking how quickly you turn from good to bad First lesson today start believing the facts You're condemning me is valid, maybe that's your truth My question is this, where is the proof? Lay with me your cruel intentions Cut me deep with your deception Tenderly without affection Do you help yourself by hurting me? Oh-oh-oh Before you drag me under Another breath, you take the air from me Uncreate this monster Let me steal the tainted air you breathe You breathe, breathe Lay with me your cruel intentions Cut me deep with your deception Tenderly without affection Do you help yourself by hurting me? Oh-oh-oh