Things I'll Never Say

I'm tugging at my hair I'm pulling at my clothes I'm trying to keep my cool I know it shows I'm staring at my feet My cheeks are turning red I'm searching for the words inside my head I'm feeling nervous Tryna be so perfect 'Cause I know you're worth it You're worth it, yeah If I could say what I want to say I'd say I want to blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight? If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down on one knee Marry me today Guess I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say It don't do me any good It's just a waste of time What use is it to you? What's on my mind If ain't coming out We're not going anywhere So why can't I just tell you that I care? 'Cause I'm feeling nervous Tryna be so perfect 'Cause I know you're worth it You're worth it, yeah If I could say what I want to say I'd say I want to blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight? If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down on one knee Marry me today Guess I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say What's wrong with my tongue? These words keep slipping away I stutter, I stumble Like I've got nothing to say 'Cause I'm feeling nervous Tryna be so perfect 'Cause I know you're worth it You're worth it, yeah Guess I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say If I could say what I want to say I'd say I want to blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight? If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down on one knee Marry me today Guess I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say These things I'll never say