1,000,000

kind of hard

hard to see

when you crawl

on your hands and your knees

with your face

in the trough

wait your turn

while they finish you off

don’t know when it started

don’t know how

should have found out

should have happened by now

got these lines

on my face

after all this time

and i still haven’t found my place

I JUMP FROM EVERY ROOFTOP

SO HIGH SO FAR TO FALL

I FEEL A MILLION MILES AWAY

I DON’T FEEL ANY THING AT ALL

i wake up

on the floor

start it up again

like it matters anymore

i don’t know

if it does

is this really all

that there ever was?

put the gun

in my mouth

close your eyes

blow my fucking brains out

pretty patterns

on the floor

that’s enough for you

but i still need more

I JUMP FROM EVERY ROOFTOP

SO HIGH SO FAR TO FALL

I FEEL A MILLION MILES AWAY

I DON’T FEEL ANY THING AT ALL

I JUMP FROM EVERY ROOFTOP

SO HIGH SO FAR TO FALL

I FEEL A MILLION MILES AWAY

I DON’T FEEL ANY THING AT ALL

i don't feel anything

a million miles away