Close to Me

I've waited hours for this

I've made myself so sick

I wish I'd stayed

Asleep today

I never thought this day would end

I never thought tonight

Could ever be this close to me

Just try to see in the dark

Just try to make it work

To feel the fear before you're here

I make the shapes come much too close

Pull my eyes out

Hold my breath and wait until I shake

But if I had your faith

Then I could make it safe and clean

Oh, if only I was sure

That my head on the door was a dream

I've waited hours for this

I've made myself so sick

I wish I'd stayed

Asleep today

I never thought this day would end

I never thought tonight

Could ever be this close to me

But if I had your face

Then I could make it safe and clean

Oh, if only I was sure

That my head on the door was a dream