Not Falling

Always known in all my lifetime A little left of center and now Reflect as I realize That all I need is to find The middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and just be Sinners, casting stones at me I, I stand Not crawling, not falling down I, I bleed The demons that drag me down I, I stand (for nothing) Not crawling (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye) I, I'll bleed (for no one) The demons (but myself) that pull me down (for me and no one else) Goodbye, sunshine I've put it out again (sad) I'm over personalities conflicting I don't need you or anyone but me I'll just be living my own life I feel my glowing, center grow Infecting, I feel alive Shovel dirt over lime Plant it in myself to sit like a seed, under covers of earth and just be Sinners, pointing fingers at me I, I stand (for nothing) Not crawling (by myself), not falling down I, I'll bleed (for no one) The demons (but myself) that drag me down I, I stand (for nothing) Not crawling (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye) I, I'll bleed (for no one) The demons (but myself) that pull me down (for me and no one else) Come play, kill (refuse my body, refuse my shadow) Stone-cold will (refuse to lead this, refuse to follow) Bitter pills (refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I'm fueled Godless) Come play, come play (Kill) Just be Just be Just be Just be Just be Just be I, I stand (for nothing) Not crawling (by myself), not falling down I, I'll bleed (for no one) The demons (but myself) that drag me down I, I stand (for nothing) Not crawling (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye) I, I'll bleed (for no one) The demons (but myself) that drag me down (for me and no one else)