I Am Loco

Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside

Something I could never be will guide me to the new light

Frustrated, sedated, I pray to myself

God, please

Don't take away from me

The only fucking thing

That I learned to believe

I am becoming the monster

You promised to keep him away

Now I feel like he's living in me

Anyway, I could never, ever be

What you think is right for me

Are things that I will not believe

I want to start a new life

Get myself a sharp knife

Look into my own life

Kill things I don't like in me

But sometimes I feel okay

And think I'm unique

You always try to critique

I turn my back on it anyway

Sucker, punk ass mother fucker

I am loco

To get your ass in a choke hold

Just kill me, I can't breathe

I am guiding myself right to the end

Though it kills me, come to terms

With sickness that makes me crash and burn

I'm crying, I feel like I'm dying but I'm trying

I beg to myself, put my pride up on the shelf

Life is not forever

But if life will stay together

I would have a friend in my depression, have an end

But I've been thinking

And thinking always gets me into trouble

But since I have a double personality

It wasn't me, you see

Now I'm a refugee

And everything inside of me

Is just a part of my disease

Just kill me, I can't breathe

I am guiding myself right to the end

Though it kills me, come to terms

With sickness that makes me crash and burn

Just kill me, I can't breathe

I am guiding myself right to the end

Though it kills me, come to terms

With sickness that makes me crash and burn