I was struggling, well

Really tussling, more or less

Emotions bubbling in my chest

I'm good it's probably just gas

I mean sometimes I eat fast

But actually this is troubling

I love to say that I got it

But if I don't have it

It just ain't there

And I could scream how it ain't fair

But it's my fault I wasn't prepared

I love anime

I love how they express passion

And how beautiful stories can be tragic

Never short of action of course

Allowing all sides to shine in some sort

From loving and hating a character to showing remorse

I only mention this because of my interest in the difference

Between fighting for something to no end

Or just finishing it

We hold on tight just knowing we'll miss it

Growing distant it's best to prevent unnecessary tension, tenses don't pertain

Because what was just was, what is just is, and what ain't just ain't

On 3 we let go

Yeah

On 3 we let go

Yeah

On 3 we let go

Yeah

On 3 we let go

Mhmm

Stuck in a pattern

4 walls padded we gone need

If we keep relapsing

For the satisfaction

Mm mm

We be like magnets

Get close it happens

Oh yeah

One day we friends next day you in my mattress

Ooh ohh

Supplies endless we can never get enough

But we ain't got anything if I ain't got your trust

And just like many things got used to your touch

Yeah

But we wasn't giving things guess we gotta give it up

On 3 we let go

Yeah

On 3 we let go

Yeah

On 3 we let go

Yeah

On 3 we let go

Psychologically it was hard to accept that I tailored my heart to loving you

It seeped into the depths of my very being

In my bed where we slept don't give the same relief

Like I'm uncomfortable fully clothed lied on top of the sheets

Man this really happened

Keeping the story going like reenactments

But the song remains the same if even we singing it backwards

A lot of pages flipped through in my mind but still the same chapter

Gasping like attacks from asthma

Yet I know there's always after

But is it happily forever

Well I'll leave that one to time

As long as I choose to be better than better is what I'll find

Refined as I proofread all my stories trynna define

Or more like allegories head heavy need to recline

I chose to love this hard and put extra layers behind the actions

Expressions, stuff love songs would reference,

I grew up hearing but never understood until it made sense

If wanting you is a crime then I'm a federal offense

I want our souls to intertwine but I'll just settle for a kiss

I hear the passion in my name when it travels from your lips

We say it's over but it's worth clashing again

At least we know our love

Can get through anything

Could we reform the trust

Do we to dare to see

A light year on this buzz

This high brought clarity

So if it's gone be us

Then it'll be

Careful wording's impertinent when you hurting and hurdling

Over all of the versions of you that you wouldn't usually approve

Saying I love you is cool but see I come bearing the proof

If 1+1 still 2 this is ain't nothing short of the truth

Let's get uncomfortable and grow like we fresh out the womb

I'm seriously joking, but I spiraled hoping I could muster up a potion strong enough of for healthy dosage full of love

One things for certain it won't flatline till you pull the plug

And it's over

Still smelling your aroma

What a situation I created

Circumstances that I gotta face all alone cause alone is where I made em

And the comfort that brought me left me with an ultimatum

If she let go you can let go and just change the conversation

I'm just saying

I believed our love

Could get through anything

If we reformed the trust

And that we'd dare to see

A light year on this buzz

This high brought clarity

If it's not gone be us

I wish you peace